I've just finished watching Ninkyo Helper online. Initially I wanted to watch this show because Mukai Osamu acted in it as well (he appeared for less than 15 minutes T.T) but I did not regret watching this drama at all. In fact I think it's one of the best Japanese dramas I've watched. Kusanagi Tsuyoshi is not the typical handsome boy but he has the charm that attracts me throughout the whole show. A yakuza to a nursing home helper. This show talks about the elderlies in the nursing home. All of them had different background and most of the episodes got me really teary.
Seriously when I saw this, I didn't watch the drama at all. Never judge a book by its cover. I'm glad that I watch the show yeah!
My favourite scene from the show:
Hikoichi (the guy lead) and Ryota (boy). Ryota got hurt by his mum and Hikoichi gave him support by holding on to his hand. This scene made me cry like MAD. ):):
Ryota was trying his best not to cry and Hikoichi sensed it thus he decided to sleep outside with Ryota. Ryota finally cried out loud when Hikoichi held his hand. WHAT A NICE YAKUZA ): Hikoichi was being mean to Ryota throughout the whole show but he cared for the boy more than anyone else.
This boy is so adorable!
Stayed overnight at The Loft on Friday to prepare for our ibp shoot on Saturday. Maybe it was me being unlucky because my room has a high pillow, dirty bed, weird aircon and thin blanket. Didn't have a good night sleep because it feels really uncomfortable. Luckily the shoot is over now.
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9/19/2009 02:53:00 AM
It's weird of me to post such photos at close to 3am but I couldn't help it . . . .. . . .
I SWEAR I HAVE NEVER EXPECTED 2AM'S JINWOON TO HAVE SUCH A GOOD BODY :0 Changmin I know you have a hot body but it's better for you to cover it up and wear your spectacles. Omg you totally ruin the clean and decent guy image I have of you. But well well well freaking shocking to see 2am boys like this.
Argh.
I have a number of dramas to catch up. Triple and Cityhall are halfway done. AND OMFG I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE TO BUY WIRE FOR IBP PROPS FUCK IT I FORGOT TO BUY IT AT BUGIS'S ARTFRIEND TODAY WTHHHHHHHHH.
SHIT.
I need to watch Yunho's Heading to Ground. And Yoon Eunhye's Take Care of Lady.
I've watched Gamer with Linda today.
Hmmm they had nice shots but sometimes the CG felt a little ... fake for me (the parts whereby the Slayers advertisement thing was on the buildings). It looks like class tutorials for me. Fighting and explosions scenes are great though. Not much of character development and I was expecting more when Kable confronts Ken Castle. I felt that the plot was really cool. People controlling people in games. Sounds pretty freaking at the same time lol. Imagine playing The Sims and it ends up that you are controlling real people. Imagine them WOOHOO-ing on the bed and it's real ZOMG LOL.
....... Don't know what I'm talking about that. I think I need sleep. Overall, I think it's a nice movie. Ahem.
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9/17/2009 02:56:00 AM
I see some hope in Jaebeom's friend's father's letter. Jaebeom please come back soon I really miss seeing you on shows. I've said that I would continue watching you guys on in variety shows but it's too hard for me to do so because it just make me sadder ): Seeing you guys smiling in shows made it worse for me.
Anyway seriously wth omg Epik High.
WTH SERIOUSLY. Epik High doing a parody on The Host for their MV teaser song "Wannabe" HAHAHAH EPIK HIGH WOOHOO!
And because of this I'm so tempted to buy Seunggi's album. He sounded so hot when he said "우리 헤어지자 그만 만나자" but I would never want to hear that from him when he speaks to me... LOL tsk Seunggi no doubt you're one of my favourite Korean boys. I know I have a lot of "favourite Korean boys" but Seunggi is in my top 10 list if I have to choose.
I hope everything goes well tomorrow. Good luck brother.
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9/13/2009 01:31:00 AM
It was a really long day for me today.
Started off with cycling. Met up with Alan, Jingyi, Sam and Weiting for cycling at East Coast Park. I think it's fine if we cycle once in a while because I feel that enjoying the breeze and everything is really relaxing. Maybe we should cycle again one day BUT let's not cycle all the way to Changi area to see the planes taking off in case we meet some crazy people again. My ass really hurts and I can't even sit properly now. I have to place a soft cushion below it LOL DAMN IT. Xueqi came over to join us for dinner and we headed over to Changi airport afterwards to send Yadanar off.
Hmmm it was pretty fine for me initially. I expected myself to cry but it was rather irritating to see Yadanar crying once she saw us at the airport. Lol. All the girls were keeping our own tears because we know it's tough for her as well. Time really passes very quickly. I remembered the very first time when I saw Eioo in our 1/3 classroom. You were nerd boyish and looks unfriendly to me even though you had a smiling face lol. We got close only when we Secondary 3, well not really that close in fact because you had a bad boyfriend. After that we started to speak out and managed to know more about each other. The very first time I saw you was 2003 and it's 2009 now. Woah 7 years AISUDHADASUDASDASD. You were a friend that I need because you think differently from me and it's good to listen to different POV when opinions are needed. It's going to be hard for us to meet up in the future however I will keep all the memories we had together. Anyway time passes very quickly so we will definitely meet soon! You can cry once in a while when you miss your friends and your beloved Singapore but be strong and take care of yourself! I love you! :D
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9/08/2009 10:55:00 PM
I'm really getting very affected by this incident.
"I'm sorry" were Jaebeom last words before he left the airport.
A fans called Jay's mom. she said "If he stay in korea, he is more painful. If he come to Seattle. He will do anything he want. Don't worry about him. It's his decision. He gonna be alright.Thank you for supporting and love him."
Wanting him to be in 2pm again was a selfish thought. It's difficult for Jaebeom now. It might seemed to be a small matter for us but for Jaebeom he's really feeling guilty about it.
"I will study music and come back." from Jaebeom
Yes please. Do take your time. Meanwhile I will still keep my love burning for you by -rewatching Wild Bunny episodes and every single shows that had you inside -listening to your songs with your sexy voice and rapping. And yeap when I saw 'your' it means YOUR 2pm. -rewatching all performances -staring at photos of you being silly, cute, charming, sexy, handsome, whatever.
So no matter what, Hottest will always be here to wait for your news. Do relax in Seattle and study music really well so that we can expect better music from you in the future. I haven't been fangirling for so freaking long and you should know that 2pm brought the fangirling spirit out of me again so you should never forget this fact. Be responsible Jaebeom and present us a better you in the future! I will definitely be waiting, I swear from the deep of my heart.
재범이 항상 파이팅!많이 쉬고 그리고 꼭 돌아와요!팬들이 너를 기다릴거예요! ^^
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9/08/2009 03:49:00 PM
Jaebeom has released an official statement that he's going to quit 2pm. Who do we blame? Blame on Jaebeom for making those statements on Korea being gay when he was young and ignorant? Blame on Koreans who had strong pride and couldn't accept that fact that a Korean-American is making such a statement about their nation? If a Singapore artiste was to do the same thing, I would definitely be outraged initially by such comments. However, Jaebeom has already apologized sincerely that he was young back then and is really very sorry that he made such comments about Korea.
So what's up with all the stupid suicide petition from the antis? Does Jaebeom REALLY deserve all these? One person committing suicide could actually affect at least 15 people around him/her. What are the antis thinking exactly when they signed that petition? Wanting someone to die? Do they think that they are actually right to sign such a petition? It's not even logical! What RIGHTS do they have to decide whether Jaebeom should die? Cmon antis you don't even have the rights to determine who should stay and who should go!
And to Jaebeom, I really really love 2pm. Probably 2pm is still going to be as famous in the future without you as the leader. But I couldn't accept that you could actually made that decision that you are quitting the leader role that quickly. JYP mentioned that you are NOT quitting yesterday and official statement from you came out today. How do you expect the Hottests to accept this? I'm not blaming you but I'm really disappointed in this. You are NOT even in wrong, even if you're its in the PAST. People who went to prison in the past had some yellow ribbon campaign to help them. Everyone is given a second chance, including you. I hope you can really think about this matter seriously once you go back to America. Even if you're going to take back your words and say that you are coming back to 2pm, PLEASE DO SO. We will definitely be glad to see you back in media again. (AT LEAST I WILL BE THE FIRST ONE TO BE GLAD) Please do not ever give up your dreams just because of this incident.
And to all the Korean netizens who couldn't forgive Jaebeom, please think twice. And to those netizens who actually signed the petition that Jaebeom should commit suicide, I shall see how long you guys can live by having such evil thoughts in your mind!
Lastly, 재범오빠 힘내세요! !
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9/04/2009 09:46:00 PM
Current music: 2pm - 10점 만점의 10점
1 year back I was waiting for this day when you guys debut. The one who caught my attention the most was Nichkhun and Jaebeom. Never got sick of that song despite watching the performance over and over again.
Now I love all of you~
Hope to see 2pm in Singapore once again! I really regretted not looking at all members' faces clearly the previous time! ):
