20080821 ;
8/21/2008 12:30:00 PM
I don't know how to express my feelings now.
What's happening? Why are the talented people in Korean entertainment industry dying one after another? "Eon died in a motorcyle accident" I couldn't believe it when I read the title. My hands started trembling and all I can do is to stare at Eon's photos.
Is this a curse? Few months ago it was Kim Minsoo from Monday Kiz. Is this a curse? Why is this happening why why why why why why why. WHY EON? WHY DEATH WHY?
This is fate. The cute boy in Coffee Prince is no longer here. Rest in peace, Eon.
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20080817 ;
8/17/2008 11:56:00 AM
Disappointed. That's the feeling now. The first thing that came into my mind is actually that incident. In fact I don't think the four of them know about it though. Yes I'm using my blogposts to tell you how much I'm affected. Pat, Fat, Naf, Den, I don't understand why that's such misunderstanding that you guys think I'm not interested in playing flute anymore. And I don't understand why you guys can just assumed that I'm not interested in going back for band practices. Now that I knew about it, it really sucks to know that I'm being left out. Most importantly, I wasn't aware of anything in the first case.
When we went out together the previous time to eat at Seoul Garden, you guys were shocked when I said I intended to go back to Jss Alumni band practices. Do you know one of the main reasons is actually because of Bitches? I really enjoyed playing songs together in the past, and I actually miss the time. Maybe you guys think that "Nvm lah you just join us for the band practices again lah". Wtf I don't have the courage to do so anymore. Being misunderstood, being assumed (wrongly), do you know how much it hurts? Maybe it's the stuffs I said last time, so you guys think that I'm not interested in playing flute or joining band. But when I told the four of you that I intended to go back for band practices, you guys were happy that I made this choice and we started to talk about the times we had together. Now that I think about it, I don't think anyone remembers my words right after that. "Its not that we don't want to tell you but we know you don't want to play flute anymore mah" After 1 whole year of slacking (actually 2 years), do you think I can bring up the courage to play flute once again? I was once a good player, so the thinking that I might not be as good as the past scares me. But what makes you guys think that I don't want to play flute anymore? Is it the stuffs I've said in the past? Just tell me. I don't know. I don't understand. But the only thing I can say, playing flute well is one of the proudest things I've done in my life.
Probably you guys just forget. Probably you guys just don't remember I'm part of it. Just tell me once you read my blog. I can't bring myself to talk to you guys directly in the face. This is not a matter about band practices now. It's about the trust I've in you guys. I'm sorry to say that the trust is perhaps.. gone.
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20080816 ;
8/16/2008 05:33:00 PM
Don't freaking say stuffs like I don't care anymore when you guys don't even ask and talk to me about it. I don't know why I'm behaving liddat. It's not the first time and I'm sure this is going to be the last time I'm going to get so emotional over such stuffs. Everytime I read your blog, it sucks to know that I'm actually the outcaste. The five of us were so close before. We practiced so hard for our band SYF in the past. What makes you think that I can forget everything that quickly? What makes you think that I don't care much anymore?
I'm so so so affected. This is the last.
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20080815 ;
8/15/2008 11:16:00 PM
Oops~
Anyway, I've been working at the NTU fair these few days. Was really tired by the time I reached home so I chose to update today. Most of my customers are friendly. Have to say erm.. I chose the looks on the customers when I'm serving though. Some of them are hot and I managed to get the deal. Yes I love killing 2 birds with 1 stone. But stillllll, I need to really enjoy my holidays. I'm going to Toa Payoh with my mum tomorrow to collect my stuffs from a seller. Haven't been going out with her for a long time. And when I suggested to go out tomorrow few hours ago, the first thing she replied is a "No i don't want". So I started to say stuffs like "Oh so you enjoy going out with your friend more OKAY fine next time if you want me to accompany you to somewhere DON'T EXPECT ME TO SAY YES. Your daughter over here is trying to be nice to ask you to go out with her but you rejected her so don't expect me to say yes next time arh. Telling you first okay." And yes that's a very good threat. She started to say stuffs like "WHAT TIME LAH". LOL Yes my mum still loves her daughter more than her friend. LOL OOPS a whatever-duh-useless-fact but I enjoy seeing the look on the face when I threatened her. I'm yawning like nobody's business. Have to sleep soon.
---- Wtf wtf I wanted to sleep but this photo is FREAKING DISTRACTING.
Darn you Jung Yunho. The perfect hair the perfect look the perfect view. Freak you for being so wonderful freak you for not appearing in my dreams nowadays freak you freak you. Come to my dream come come COME!
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20080809 ;
8/09/2008 02:18:00 PM
FINALLY I'VE THE TIME TO BLOGGGGG.
The whole semester is rather slack for me. The last week is really the DEATH WEEK for the Dvfx students. Everyone has been chionging their work in the DVFX Studio. Stayed in the school till night on Tuesday and Wednesday and it's very very irritating. Our schedule has been very relaxed all the while so I don't really mind the last week to be busy. At least this shows me that I'm actually STUDYING IN A SCHOOL.
I'm going to dump all the photos I've taken and received since a month ago.
3rd - 6th July
I went back to Batam with my mum to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. Skipped my Friday IS class in order to go back earlier. I've got no lesson on Thursday, so my mum and I decided to go back that day. Waited for her to clean up a house at Redhill at the hawker centre. OMGGG a torture. I left my earpiece at home and I have to spend hours waiting for my mum with a magazine. What a torture what a torture ohmygod. Couldn't leave the seat as well because my mum left the huge luggage with me. Ohmygod the thinking of it.. EWW.
This is actually quite a depressing sight. Young kids have to walk on the streets to sell newspaper.
On the second day, my cousins and I went to shop. I've managed to buy 8 tops for SGD $30. I bought all the clothes for my poly wear though. My poly friends were like "AHH I want to go Batam as well!" after I told them how cheap the stuffs there were. Now I'm well-known as the Batamgirl101 (I've no idea why the 101 is behind).... Anyway, my cousins and I went to karaoke room as well. Had a great time there screaming and shouting like nobody's business.
On the third day, Linda and I went to help out for the wedding. Actually I didn't really help much. I can't speak Malay totally and I can't speak Teochew well. What can I help -.- I'm there just there to give them moral support. My cousin who was going to get married decided to bring Linda and me for her make-up session.
The bunch of kids.
Tada the results of the make-up session! Argh the make-up is really thick. Luckily the woman didn't apply mascara or whatever on my eyes.
My hair from the back. Spent a long time taking out the clips at home ROARR.
Linda thinks my expression is exactly like Kungfu Panda's Po. I've no idea why.
Korea Karaoke Room! So tempted to step into the room to check what songs they have hahahha. But woah look at the price :o
USD $48 HAHAHA YAY.
My mum looks stiff in photos. Hmm...
21st July
Birthday Celebration with my poly friendddsssss. Dolly, Zenna and I went to watch Dark Knight in the afternoon. Atq and Shannon joined us at BBQ Chicken restaurant at Cineleisure after that.
Woohoo yummy cake. Without candles though ):
Wasn't very high that day. Probably I'm feeling very uncomfortable with my dress. But still I enjoyed my day with the stupid people. OOPS.
13th (Outdoor shooting), 22nd and 23rd (Soundstage shooting)My group went all the way to Lavender area to do our outdoors shooting. Not much photos taken because I was.. lazy that day.
Did our indoors shooting at the Soundstage on 22nd and 23rd.
22nd
From Otaku-san to the T2DA Hunk! HAHAHA
Mr KFC.
Shannon trying to take photos while Yuxuan is changing the clothes behind the screen. Tsk tsk tsk.
23rd
Clementia had to wear skirt to school that day because she didn't go for my birthday celebration on Monday. Dolly said Clem reminds her of the guys in Scotland.
{credits: pbase.com}
I've no idea why Yuxuan is doing that.
The gays enjoying themselves.
26th July
Met up with F7f for dinner at Clarke Quay . Decided to eat at Riverside restaurant. Delicious but the food is way too much!
Yay 8 years of friendship!
28th July
Jo Insung baby's birthday! Lunch date with Dolly and Atq as well at Jurong East's Zingdo.
Anyway, the shirt is my lucky shirt. :o
4th August
Deadline for Camera and Lighting final assignment. Dateline for Zenna though. Atq decided to join T2Da that day. Feels like last year when we were doing our assignment together.
SHERLYN NI ZAI NA LI?
"Class" lunch after that. Wonderful 13 T2DA students + 1 Fsv kid. End up only 6 people went for the class lunch. PERFECT.
Atq gave me this lucky charm two days before for my presentation yesterday. Bad luck curse for me.
7th AugustMy lucky number but not a very lucky day for me. Some idiotic car drove past the bus stop and the water by the side of the road got spashed onto me. It was not raining but the car just wanted to be irritating. One day before I realised my hard disk was spoilt and I was stressing over my Maya and After effects. It was bad enough for me until the water got onto my face, my hair and my clothes.
Concluded that day as the WORST DAY OF YEAR 2008.
... But afterall its still not that BAD. I reached the school after 30 minutes of bus trip and managed to finish my Opening in less than 30 minutes. Told Atq how bad my day was and she suggested to go Jp's Coffee Bean with Dolly. Hard disk aside.
Giant Atq wanted me to give her stupid faces.
Went to KFC after that for their cheesefries and my whipped potato.
After all, having friends around you is still the best thing for a bad day.
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Some random pictures:
Have to post this because I find Han Yeseul's hair extremely sexy here. Totally the type of hair I want. I need to trim my hair soon. It's been 2 monthsssss (or more).
Seriously the cutest baby I've ever seen. Baby from heaven. I want an angel as a baby!
AHAHAHA OTAKU. We were editing our video on Final Cut Express and the video somehow hanged there. Made a screencap immediately without any hesitation!
HAHA OTAKU THE ALIENNN.
Clem giving this look when we screamed at her for walking into the frame while we were shooting the empty alley. Hais pathetic Clem.
Random screencaps from Majo no Jouken. Yes I know it's a very old drama but STILLLLL. Tsk tsk Tackey that sexy boy.
And random screencaps from Around 40:
Just because I like the look on Fujiki Naohito so much when the female lead confessed to him. 36 years old but still as sexy as ever. TSK TSK TSK.
Woah. A really long post :o Tomorrow's my date with Xiaojingteng! YESSSS CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM. JINGTENG JINGTENG JINGTENG JINGTENG! Have to start writing my letter for him soon. 敬騰，我好希望現在就是明天！
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