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2011-07-04T02:58:00.002+08:00

I don't think anyone can understand how I'm feeling now.

Maybe it's because I'm too free. Been 2 weeks since I got back from Korea and the days there still haunt me. Regret not knowing more people (be it Koreans or foreigners in hostel). Regret not going to Cabi Bay. Regret not going to Vivaldi. Regret not going to Gwacheon Science Museum. Regret not waking up earlier to explore more places. Regret being too weak during the trip. Regretting much with all these stupid regrets!

I sincerely miss Korea. Not just the cute boys (yeah maybe that's one of the factors...). I feel attached to Korea and Koreans after these 18 days. Met so many interesting people who I might just remember for years, most importantly warm-hearted people who are extremely friendly to you when you feel pretty hopeless in a place you're not familiar in. A pat on the shoulder, a genuine smile, a warm hug, encouraging words. Maybe it's my love for Korean culture that turns me into a Korea fangirl.

Crazy over Kpop since 2005, start to appreciated Korean culture after watching variety shows in 2007, learnt Korean in 2007, managed to visit Korea before I turn 21 in 2011, I'm a very lucky person. There seemed to be more reasons for me to go back Korea for a longer stay, not solely just for a vacation. I know I want to be back there to immerse myself into their culture.

Maybe I should head back there for Korean studies after Chapman. 2013, 23 years old. If I'm still thinking about the days in Korea after 6 months... Shall decide again.

*okay starts saving up now

한국에정말다시돌아가고싶어용..... 그기회가있으면나꼭잡은꺼야....!!!!!

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2011-06-27T00:22:00.001+08:00

13th June 2011

Cabbed to Gimpo Airport early in the morning and reached Jeju at 8.25am. Went to their Tourist Information Counter and spoke to this lady whose Chinese is rather limited. She's very helpful and friendly and there were some really funny conversations. I was trying to ask her where the Windmills are located at in Jeju, in Chinese it's known as 风车 (note the 'car' word in Chinese). She didn't really know what I was trying to say so I went to check out the Korean words for that in my dictionary app. She LOL-ed once she saw the words.

"I thought you were saying about a certain transport. OH I SEE!" Her reaction was hilarious, she found herself embarrassing hahaha.

And so she helped us out with the booking of the cab for the next day and it's around 120k for the whole day.

Cabbed to Yongduam Rock for our 1st sightseeing location.

That's the "Dragon Head" we are supposed to see.

Asked one of the kids here to take a polaroid photo for us, and that one kid asked another kid and the whole group of boys are LOOKING at us while we are taking photos. Guessed the kid didn't really know how to use a polaroid cause he looked flustered, and without saying 1,2,3 he snapped a photo immediately. Alan's first reaction; FUCK! LOL Omg the kid got damn shocked and looked at us, and his friends all started laughing. Could see that the boy was really stunned so I thought him "It's okay it's okay" but that didn't really help...

Before we left the kids saw us again and I could hear them speaking in Korean "Ahhh those ladies! The one who shouted "FUCK!" when we took a photo" HAHAHA OMG EMBARRASSING, TIME TO RUN.

Cabbed to Loveland next, talked a little with the taxi driver and he asked us if we are booking the cab for our next day. He offered us 80k and we agreed! Woohoo saved 40k yo meow meow.

Shall just post some photos on Loveland.. 19+ yo ahem

OOPS

Cabbed AGAIN to Hallasan for our mountain climbing. Taxi uncle sent us to Yeongsil Trail, the shortest trail. Takes around 1 and a half hour to reach the peak. Climbing starts!

My stamina SUCKS. Climbed for a while and I felt like I'm dying urgh. I think I have the stamina of a 30 years old lady :( Wore nyonya-liked sandals and it felt dangerous while I got higher. Everyone were in sportshoes EXCEPT FOR ME. Lots of people were commenting about my shoes like "Why did you wear this pair of shoes for climbing?" :( :( I didn't know it's that tough........

But anyway, a Ahjumma was making her way down and she saw me in my shoes. She came over to grab my hands and started saying "Haiyo it's okay for you to climb up now but it will be tough when you are coming down later.... How? Please take care" patted my hands and back and went back down again. Stood there and couldn't react LOL what a random encounter!

We got REALLY high but didn't go all the way up to the peak cause we were seriously dying already. Rested at the restpoint, the view is enough to kill us!

Our resting point.

This kid randomly walked in front of us and started sitting on the ropes. His family was behind so I asked him to sit beside me. "Look at the camera there, 1, 2, 3!" And again, I showed the peace sign and he raised up his hand after mine. Hahahhaha cute Byungchul!

His family came and we asked his mum to take a photo of us.

I want to ride on the fluffy clouds.

We took like half of the time to reach the entrance and decided to take the cab down. The cab drivers all were out to cheat our money so we decided to walk down the roads to the bus stop or whatever. Sat at some toilet area to drink first and we saw some guys in a van. One particular guy was looking at us while we sat there and I seriously had the thought to ask them if they could give us a lift.

Me: "Hey.. do you think we should ask the guys to give us a lift?"
Alan: "Siao ah, they offer you dare to sit meh!!!"

Like what I said, Koreans do look unfriendly so I was thinking ah.. better not. So yeah we walked down the roads.

Walked for a while and saw a van passing by us. "PLEASE HELP USSSSSS" but the van just passed by. After a while we saw the van we saw earlier on driving down. The driver was looking at us and I think all four of us gave the same expression..

The driver looked at us, and signaled us to board his van. ZOO OH MY GOD YES HELL HOLY BOM BI BI YES WE ARE SAVED!!!

WE WERE DAMN BLOODY GLAD so we were bowing and thanking them before we boarded the van. It was messy but it was big enough to fit the 4 of us. There was another Gwangjoo guy in the van who was a tourist as well, only found out about that when we reached the bus stop.

Driver: "You girls didn't take the cab cause it was too expensive right?"
Me: "Yes!!!! Thank you so much seriously!"

Hahahah they knew it! Our pathetic looks helped ASSARABIYA. Started offering food and snacks cause we were really really glad to be in a van instead of walking down.

It took us around 30-40 minutes to reach the bus stop OH MY GOD. There were a lot of curves as well. Can you imagine what will happened to us if we really walked down....?? Omg we are a bunch of lucky girls, I love such fate.

The guy on the right was the one I saw before we walked down the roads.

Reached the bus stop and the uncle told us he had to let us alight here. Before he left he said..

"BEAUTIFUL JEJU!!"

YES BEAUTIFUL JEJU! THANK YOU WONDERFUL PEOPLE!

Waited for bus to Seogwipo area with this old couple, nice people again. The uncle was helping us to communicate with 2 bus drivers and we managed to reach our hostel after shopping at E-mart (omg seaweed lolol).

Arrived at Jeju Hiking Inn. The owner obviously is a very impatient guy, nice overall but his tone sounds sarcastic at times. His attitude is really different when he's talking to us and the Americans. Damn.....

But anyway Jeju Hiking Inn is the worst hostel I've been to, flies on the bed and smelly toilet. People who read this blog, please don't visit this hostel. Do not recommend this hostel at all even though the hostel guy is quite nice *Ahem*

Dinner at this black pork BBQ restaurant, LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT.

Tango-ed my mum and cried a little cause I missed my family + Jeju Hiking Inn's dirtiness made me miss my house even more. Now my brothers are making this the joke of the 2011 and they even spread it to all my relatives. Fuck it, shall avoid them as much as possible lol.

Day 2 of Jeju trip shall continue again! USS with Alan, her bf, Ei and Min later on. Shit I've not decided what I should wear zzzzz

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2011-06-26T18:40:00.002+08:00

10th June 2011

We all woke up at around 9am+ to get ready for our next hostel, Seoulwise Guesthouse at Hongdae!

Reached at around 12pm (?) and the hostel owner Young came down to help us out with the lugguages. Jingyi happened to stone outside the van without helping Alan with her stuffs and Alan shouted "Help me out lah fuck!" Young heard that and went to help Alan with her stuffs immediately LOL AWKWARD. Flustered Alan apologized and explained herself but the awkwardness didn't really disappear HAHAHA.

{Photo taken from Seoulwise Guesthouse FB page}
The room we stayed in! Comfy, a little small but it's clean and I love it!

We rested for a while and made our way to YG Entertainment. Young was being extremely nice and offered us a ride there cause it's not really easy to find the place. Seriously, such an awesome guy!

SAY BIGBANG!!!

Security guard was standing near the building and there were few other fangirls standing outside; 3-4 Americans and 2 Korean students. He asked us who we came to see and I told him G-dragon and TOP. "Oh they are not in now". :(

And then I came across this note outside GS25 which is Korea's most common convenient store. "If you vandalize, Bigbang is mine" LOL-ed when I saw this note. All entertainment companies looked really dirty cause fangirls are so used to vandalizing the walls nearby. Glad that YG is different!

Stayed there for about an hour or so, then we took the train to Mapogu area to collect tickets for Super Idols Big 3 concert which we were supposed to go the next day.

Our lunch; Can't remember the noodles + Kalguksoo. Kalguksoo, my favourite! The other girls are not really fancy of it cause it's too seafood-ish, but I love the soup so much omggggg. The aunties working in it were really friendly btw. Ordered some Tuna Kimbab and omg my girls were so obsessed with it LOL. Requested the auntie to remove veggies from the kimbab, ordered another roll yumyum.

HELL YEAH WORLD CUP STADIUMMMMM. AND YAY 2002 FIFA WORLDCUP EXHIBITIONNNN.

The staffs inside explained to us that we have roughly 20 minutes to look around. Think they had to prepare for a match later on. We were allowed to enter for free (YAY).

ECSTATIC YOOOOO. Got up the stairs within seconds to snap photos of the stadium omg. I love visiting such places when it's empty, magnificenttttttttt.

An extremely touchy Security Oldman getting thrilled seeing us, started getting touchy and was saying stuffs like he would love to visit Singapore and he hopes someone can bring him around when he's there. Hi uncle I can understand you but I don't want to understand you. Sorry Sam for leaving you with the stupid uncle, I lost my mind once I saw the stadium :( We all pretended like we don't understand Korean well and just said bye to him very quickly. "You girls, all very beautiful!" Omg desperate uncle bye.

2002 FIFA, No Kisungyong boohoo.

Jumping shots again hhahaha.

Alan super pro in jumping shots now LOL.

Trained to Gasan Digital Complex with hope of finding IT malls but no Koreans knew what we were saying. As in.. they have never heard of IT malls in this area. Digital Complex my foot, it's actually more known for having fashionable malls instead of IT malls. In that case WHY THE HELL DO YOU NAME IT AS GASAN DIGITAL COMPLEX?

Can't remember what we did next, think we all just went back to hostel. Didn't do anything much :(

OH SHIT I REMEMBERED. We lost our ways while heading to our new hostel and asked directions from this Ahjumma. Sam went to talk to her while I was still a distance away, got closer and I was thinking "Oh shit please no no no..."

She's. Drunk. According to her she drank "a cup of soju". I believe sial, the smell of soju on her smells like a whole bottle of soju.

And so she was looking at the address I had in my phone and she helped us called Young to ask for directions. Somehow and somewhat, it ended up as a quarrel between her and Young on the phone WTH. Just like what you will see in drama;

Her: "How could you leave this 4 ladies here in the foreign country? I'm a mother and I've daughters and I can't bear seeing them roaming on the streets! You can't live like this, you seriously can't live like this! Humans can't behave like this!"

OMG I JUST WANT TO GET BACK TO HOSTEL WHY DID IT BECOME A DRAMA... But anyway I figured out that the Ahjumma thought we did not interact with Young before and she thought we were deceived by Young or something. The quarrel got worse and I quickly asked her if I could speak on the phone with Young.

Him: "Who the hell is that? Why are you girls with her?????"
Omg he sounded really pissed and I got so scared :( Obviously he wasn't too happy about it cause he got scolded for NO APPARENT REASON.

Young told us to get to Exit 2 NOW, and hanged the phone on Sam. This is bad. And the 3 stupid girls quickly tried to leave but the Ahjumma was still talking to me.

Her: "You know.. Not all Koreans are like that guy. That guy is a bad guy. I will recommend you not to head to his hostel. And please do not think that all Koreans are bad people." And then she gave me the really :( face like I'm going to get sold to foreign country, and she came to hug me while chanting "How how how?" OMG. STRONG SOJU SMELL URGH. I know she's sincere and really nice but.. please don't worry for me. I wonder if she still remembers this incident though lolol.

All thanks to this, we ran across Hongdae streets at like 8pm cause we didn't want Young to wait for long. My jeans were freaking loose and they almost dropped. Young said the lady was still calling him several times after we left. Oops :x

Young: "Please do not talk to drunk ladies again" LOL

11th June 2011
Wore the H&M dress I bought in Korea, preparing to see my boyfriends performing later in the night. We explored Hongdae shopping area, bought some shoes and rings. Oh mention on the rings... The salesperson brought us to the "main" shop cause they didn't have the stock for it. Talked to him a little bit and..... He said he was a 1994-er/1993-er. OMG SO SHOCKING CAUSE HE LOOKS MATURE. That's only 17/18 WHAT THE HELL I HARDLY SEE 17/18 BOYS HERE LOOKING LIKE THAT. He's not good looking okay, but ya just very shocking to see such mature boys in Korea.

Reached our hostel area at 4pm to clear our hands of the bags we were carrying, went to Allkpop and WHAT.THE.HOLY.SHIT.

THE CONCERT WE ARE GOING LATER ON IS CANCELLED. GODDAMNNIT.

FUCKING PISSED WHEN I SAW THE NEWS. WANTED TO GO THE CONCERT BADLY CAUSE THERE'S BEAST AND JAEBEOM AND WTF IS THIS. Plan failed like mad, got so pissed I just want to rip the organizer apart.

What can I do right, shut up and move on loh boohoo. Okay Kangnam for Se7en's chicken shop gogogo!

Took us a while to find the shop, was looking for the correct person to ask for directions. Passed by this guy who reminds me of Ahnan (the Singapore Ahbeng actor, but this guy definitely looks better lah duh) and I was telling Alan omg no way we can't ask him. Then we asked this other tall and bulky dude but he didn't know the way. So the Ahnan guy walked towards us and goes "Why why why why where are you going?"

Gave him the shop name, he naver-ed it instantly, got a China lady who's working with him to talk to us and he even called the restaurant to ask for directions. What's best, he brought us to the shop himself!

WAH SHOCKING RIGHT, Koreans looked so unfriendly and unapproachable but most of them are kind!!!

He asked us why we wanted to visit that shop so badly and I told him it's Se7en's shop. "Se7en? Stars visit that shop? Our shop has stars as well!" "Who went to your shop?" "Erm... Gagman?" LOL wanted to ask more but we reached the shop shortly. I love comedians!!

But oh well, Se7en's shop!

Menu stated 2 chillies beside, (there were 3 chillies one) and this almost took Jingyi and Alan's lips away.

Jingyi ended up as Joker. I swear it looked even funnier in real life.

Lots of artistes' photos hanged around the place, we were sitting beside these.

Come say hi to my boyfriend.

And my other boyfriend. (Alan and Sam can't read this)

Proceeded to the counter to pay for our bill, Alan was squatting down beside this couple who's eating and she almost fell. A little chaos and I saw the guy's mouth turning to :o when Alan almost fell LOL. "OHHHHH" hahahah omg how embarrassing it is to fall beside a couple who's eating their dinner. Just, directly, beside. Sorry Alan I don't mean to laugh at you, the couple's reactions were just too epic.

Tree full of artistes' polaroid photos, I want to steal them!!

Cabbed to COEX to find Alan's Toms shoes. Hostel last.

12th June 2011
Yongsan for IT stuffs, Jjimjilbang (OHMYGOD).

Collected the keys for our lockers for our 1st ever Jjimjilbang experience, took off our shoes, went into the lift to Sauna, stepped out of Sauna, BUMPED INTO NAKED LADIES WTF.

WHEN I SAY NAKED I MEAN LIKE YOU KNOW... FULLY NAKED.

They can be totally naked and they don't mind sitting in front of mirror while drying their hair.

CULTURE SHOCK TO MAX. We couldn't handle this AT ALL and changed our clothes in the toilet and went to the unisex areas. Koreans are not too pleased to see us changing in toilets when you are actually supposed to be changing at their changing rooms (WHICH IS IN THE PUBLIC). Sorry lah too shocking for us please.

So in the end we didn't dare to step into the Sauna (the public bathhouse) and went back to our hostel for an early night. Jeju-do the next day yo!

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2011-06-26T15:11:00.004+08:00

6th June 2011
YEAHHH HARDCORE SHOPPINGGG IN MYEONGDONGGG

My girls were all eggcited about H&M in Myeongdong, but oops we stayed at Everysing and SPAO for 2-3 hours cause I was reacting slowly with my headache and fever.

My husband Yunho <3

Oops paisehfying, but heheehhe WHY NOT RIGHT. Kind of sucky that there's no TVXQ (WHEN I SAY TVXQ I MEAN 5 MEMBERS).

WOOHOO chiong to H&M straight after buying my SPAO stuffs. Spent around 1 hour+ looking at clothes there, got really giddy after paying for my stuffs. Blacked out for roughly 15 minutes and I really have no idea why. Guess it was the weather in Korea and I couldn't really adapt to it; hot in the day and cold at night. I was wearing a cardigan in the day and I think it got really stuffy for me. Alan decided to shop for a while more so Sam, Jingyi and I went to 안동찜닭 (Sam's boss's recommendation) for our lunch.

RECHARGED AFTER THE LUNCH. TOTALLY. Probably one of the nicest lunch we had AWWWWWWWW <3

SALIVA DRIPPING WHILE BLOGGING.

Random much, my second favourite boy in TVXQ.

Alan joined us after 45 minutes-1 hour and we started our official shopping craze!

Not much photos of that, but we managed to bump into a lady who had bandage over her chin and head. Even Koreans were amazed at the sight when she walked past us. PLASTIC SURGERY WOOHOO! Pushed Sam and Jingyi to a shop she entered. "She's from China" Oh woah........

Beanpole, G-dragon yo!

Stupid Snoopy dancing in front of us when we were in front of BSX.

Passed by this Frisbee (Apple shop in Korea) and Alan wanted to take a look at Ipad prices. This salesman came to Alan and was trying to figure out what she asked. Tall, Japanese look, looks rather fierce initially but when we started speaking English he looked really puzzled. And so Alan was asking about some tax-refund thing and I realize speaking in Korean would be easier.

Me: Do you have.. tax refund? Tax-free...?
Him: OMMO YOU GAVE ME A SHOCK. Why didn't you speak Korean when you know how to?!
(ehhh cause I didn't really know what tax-free is in Korean..?" can't remember what I replied thought)
Him: I got so flustered when I heard English! Aish JINJJA *with the hand gesture* (and he went to the counter to calculate the tax-refund amount)

BLOODY CUTE. Should have snapped a picture of him cause I think his flustered face was so worth looking again ARGH. Went back to the store 2-3 times after that day (NOT TO FIND HIM OKAY) but he wasn't working there for those few days OH IM VERY SHHHAD.

No idea what it is called, shall name it Tornado Potato!

Only Korea has this Bulgogi Burger in Macdonalds! Stupid girls trying to bet about this certain drink we saw outside the Macdonalds.. yeah random much hahaha.

TA-DA, our stuffs all combined together for just a day of shopping!

7th June 2011
Fangirl-ing time! Took the train to Ttutseom area and went to find JYP and SM entertainment companies. Didn't manage to find SM though oh welllll...

Found JYP after walking for a certain distance + cab, went to the nearby restaurant for our brunch. Lots of signatures there, such as Yoojaesuk's, 2pm's (with Jaebeom), miss A, Kimjoongkook and some others who I can't really remember.

JYEAHHHHHHHHHH SAMGYEOPSALLLLL

We went to Dunkin' Donuts which is just opposite of JYP building and nuah for a while.

Crazy fangirls vandalizing the poster.

PARK SHIHOO'S AUTOGRAPH OMG I LOVE YOU BABY.

Found our way to CUBE...

Don't really understand why fangirls love to vandalize this much.

Happy birthday Dongwoon baby <3

Took a photo of that once we got out of the lift (it was at level 2/3), got stopped by a pretty cute guy who asked us why we were here, and we took the lift to level 4/5.

And ZOMG we heard music playing out loud and we could see sneakers outside the practice room! BUT SHIT I HAVE NO GUTS TO ENTER THE ROOM. It could be the trainees but omg WHO KNOWS RIGHT. But anyway after struggling with our minds, we decided to leave :(

Couldn't find SM entertainment so we went over to Harunohee Cafe which we have planned to visit cause of it's Strawberry Shortcake. The nice taxi uncle even called the cafe to ask for directions. But it was embarrassing cause we arrived, the ladyboss was prepared to see this 4 Singapore girls hahahaha.

The ladyboss was really friendly but SHIT. STRAWBERRY.SHORTCAKE.IS.NOT.AVAILABLE. She explained that it's not strawberry season now and strawberry shortcake will only be available next year. ZOMG NEXT YEAR? NO WAYYYYYY :'(

Since we have no other choices, she recommended us Patbingsoo and we decided on ordering another waffle with chocolate syrup. LESIGH MY SHORTCAKE BUT WHAT TO DO?!

We asked for more syrup, she agreed and came back with a whole plate of chocolate syrup for us. Yahoo LOL.

OH LESIGH.

The decorations in the shop are really pretty though. Would die for those walls.

She came to talk to us and read our itinerary briefly. I thought she looked pretty young in person but she was already 30/32. And once again she was impressed that almost all of us could speak and understand Korean. She could speak Japanese but not really English :( A very nice lady and her shop is awesome with those cute notebooks and stickers lol.

With Minjoo unnie ^_^

She told us that we could stroll to the Children's Park first if we're intending to go Lotte Shop area. "5-10 minutes walk, you can enjoy the scenery" Well actually we were pretty scared when Koreans told us it's a 5-10 minutes walk to our destination. It always end up being a 20-25 minutes walk LOL. But her words proved to be correct, and the scenery was pretty nice while we were on the way to Lotte Shop.

Passed by Children's Grand Park and Jingyi and I were freaking random, came out with the idea of taking photos with the kids who were sitting on the bench. "Jingyi gogogo you go first"

"1, 2, 3". The green shirt boy was being uncooperative! So it's my turn...

"Hey kids, look there. 1, 2, 3!"

HEHEH LOOK AT MY PHOTO, JINGYI LOSER.

Konkuk University, Dongwoon's school <3And so we reached Lotte Shop, walked around, went to Rodeo Street, bought some shoes, and headed to Ttutseom Hangang Park for the night.

I LOVE FOUNTAINS. Flew to the fountains once I see it from far. <3

Went up some tunnel thing (?) to slack and Sam ended up dancing to Fiction. HAHAHAHAH WTH.

BYONG.

8th June 2011
Trained to KTO in noon to ask about Lotte Duty Free shop.

Reached Lotte Duty Free Shop in Euljiro, had our lunch at the food court, shopped around and went out to their Star Avenue corner.

This thing is freaking cool. It's dark initially but once you placed your hands inside the whole area would light up WOOHOO!

Fail jump shot lah stupid girls. Hahahah

And so we decided to watch Nanta at Myeongdong area, and according to the lady at KTO it's VERY near. "Around 5 minutes" (REMEMBER THE 5 MINUTES CURSE I MENTIONED EARLIER ON?) Didn't know which way to walk to so we asked around. A salesperson in a handphone shop led us to the wrong way, but luckily we decided to ask another working guy and we reached Myeongdong safely! AND YES IT'S A 5 MINUTES WALK <3We were hungry few hours after the lunch at Lotte, roamed around and found this Naengmyun shop with lots of students = CHEAP.

Naengmyun, Jingyi's favourite.

Sam hated veggies but she managed to eat a lot of this cause it simply tasted amazing with the sesame oil+veggies+BBQ pork that came with the set. WULALA.

BBQ Pork, meat=our best friend.

Time for NANTA!

No photos were allowed when the show starts. Love the show! And towards the end they were having some competition between the blue and red team and the Nanta casts left the stage, walked over to the audience to look for teammates. Shit tried my best to avoid as much as possible but we were sitting at the side (easier to pull out). I could see the guy at the corner of my eyes standing near to us, and I was just thinking "Okay just a look". FUCK IT THAT ONE LOOK BROUGHT ME UP TO THE STAGE _|_

Awkward much, the female cast asked me where I'm from when I got up the stage. "I'm from Singapore." "Oh Singapore!! NI HAO NI HAO!" (FINALLY SOMEONE WHO KNOWS SINGAPOREAN CAN SPEAK CHINESE!!!!) I was asked to wrap some dumplings with cabbage. Grabbed one dumpling skin, scooped some cabbage onto it and pinched it shut. Got really nervous (hoped I didn't look like a loser on stage :( ) and the casts left the stage for a while, leaving 4 audiences on the stage. OMG AWKWARD MAX. My team lost (I THINK?), held hands with the other audiences, bowed and left the stage. Got a wet tissue from the female cast and continued to watch my show again. They gave me a coupon and I went out to collect my souvenier from the gift shop.

I'm in the purple dress. Hahahha

And awkward much again cause when I went toilet all could recognize me and they were all smiling at me. ZZZZZZZZZZZ Got pulled up stage by Sachoom in Singapore, and now Nanta. GREAT EXPERIENCES HUH

9th June 2011
Last night at Bong House before we fly to Seoulwise Guesthouse! Discussed a while and figured out that we should head to Dongdaemun for a second try. Told them we should head to Hello APM!, the prices of clothes there should suit us more.

Brunch at Hyehwa area, remembered the guy working there being rather cute (okay not the main point....), and Sam finally found her favourite food in Korea!

Kimchi fried rice!

And yeah Hello APM! after our food, went to the basement to look for clothes and came across this guys apparels shop.

We were just looking at the shop which is located in the middle, and saw this guy with weird moustache sitting opposite the shop, using his laptop. Was thinking to myself "Definitely not a friendly guy, omg just LOOK at that moustache and the guailan face"

We were roaming in the shop and he came over to ask if we need any help. I was sitting at the coach and he was just standing there, looking at us with a rather puzzled look. Figured out that I should speak in Korean to amaze him...

Me: "Do you know how to speak in English?"
Him: "Oh no...." *stones for a while "OH your Korean is pretty good huh?"
Me: "Oh yeah we've learnt in Singapore.. I can only speak a little bit"
Him: "OH YOU SPEAK GOOD KOREAN!"

And yes all the conversation started LOL. He told us he thought we were from China cause he heard us speaking in Chinese, but we spoke in English as well so he was thinking which country we were from exactly.

Him: "Our clothes are all from Korea, Hongkong, Japan, no made in China." Lol zzzzz

He took some tops and started matching them with other pants, hell the salespeople are really fast when it comes to matching clothes, especially guys. He "modeled" for some clothes and Alan took photos of his outfits and showed her boyfriend. Got so freaked out cause he's really skinny and he was like "yeah I know I'm skinny..." STOMACH, SO, BLOODY, FLAT.

Standard, "So you can speak English, Chinese, and now Korean? What's about Japanese?" Don't really understand why they always add Japanese after mentioning that 3 languages, but I was thinking of picking up Japanese after mastering Korean.

He was really funny and I suggested to take a photo together with him before we left the shop.

Standard ah, I find it awkward to like stand there so I showed the peace sign, and he did the same after that. Same thing happened to the Insadong neoprint shop guy hahahah (the standard Korean pose yo). He asked to look at the photo we took and commented..

Him: "Wah... Don't I look like a model?"
(Without hesitation I replied)
Me: "No." SHORT.AND.SWEET. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
Him: "YAAA (in the korean style) you said you don't speak Korean well but you understand this!"
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA and he got really excited omg his look was priceless HAHAHAHAH SHIT I WISHED I COULD VIDEO THAT DOWN.

And I'm still pretty disturbed by his moustache so..

Me: *pointing to Jingyi "My friend thinks your moustache is..."
(Jingyi muzzled me using her smelly hand)
Him: "Why why why? Why why why? Strange? Strange?" (No joke he seriously sounded excited when I mentioned his moustache HAHAHAH)
Me: "AHHH no.. she thinks your moustache is special."
Him: "OH REALLY? You feel that, you feel that?" *constantly touches his moustache*

He repeats his words for at least 2 times when he gets thrilled. Funny max.

Didn't want the same tragedy to happen again, so I asked his name and age.

(thinks for a while)
Him: "M.S.... Myungsoon. I'm a 1985-er"
OPPA YA! Okay I didn't say that out but it's obvious that he's older.

Oh Koreans have a lot of gestures as well. The love to do the "blah blah blah" hand gesture when they are complementing on my Korean speaking skill. Such as "Woah you speak good Korean" + the hand gesture. I only remembered my teachers doing that to me when I speak A LOT in class. Same gesture, different meaning _|_

Left his shop and he patted my shoulders before we left. Random but I felt the need to mention this cause I've never met salespeople in Singapore who do such things. Koreans are really comfortable with patting, hugging and holding stranger's hands. OF COURSE THEY DON'T DO IT RANDOMLY. Will talk about more of such incidents later on.

We went to higher levels to look for clothes and reached a level with ALL SALESMEN. Omg crazy shit it's freaking empty so they were just trying to talk to you (or I would say flirt) when you passed their shops. "Hi what's your name, how old are you, where are you from?" "80 years old." "80 years old?!?!" HAHAHAH

Stopped by this shop with a pretty boy and a pretty much average looking guy. It was located a certain distance away from ALL the salesmen (that corridor has just that 2 guys) so it was not that stressed to be looking around in that shop. Talked a little, both guys were tall and I asked the average guy for his age. "I'm a 1990-er" ...... HUH OUR AGE?! I gave him the HUH?! face and he was like "Yeah same age..." Then the pretty boy commented "I'm a 1987-er.. I'm your Oppa" ......... *AWKWARD SILENCE* We looked at him and said "Okay..." and he was like erhh....... okay and continued talking about the shirts. LOL we are definitely not comfortable with calling guys Oppa.. Wth if you are in Singapore and you go around calling people "GorGor", it means you are 1. Secondary School Girls 2. Ahlian. But well that pretty guy was quite hot and he reminded me of 2pm Junsu (the hotter version).

Still couldn't get over the fact that the guy is 1990-er so I asked again "You're really a 1990-er?" then he said "yeah" Gave him a frown + a super doubtful face without saying anything. "Why? Why? Why?" HAHAHHA Panic mode+repeat continuously HAHAHA. Okay just wanted to tease him, he didn't really look old but he was tall and mature looking.

Bought clothes from them, then passed by this guy who was really enthusiastic. Kept telling us how cheap his clothes were and was a little aggressive, not really keen of buying from him cause the clothes are not very cheap. We left after he talked for like 5-10 minutes, his expression wasn't that pleased. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ hate such people.

Had enough of shopping so we left and bumped into this 4-D theatre. 10000won for 4 people (if I didn't remember wrongly) so we went to took the ride.

Took the Snow Coaster (the second one from the top row) and the girls screamed their heads off in the theatre LOLOL. The seats were vibrating LIKE CRAZY and it felt damn funny cause... I guess I don't have to say out cause it will be a little embarrassing LOL. But anyway, pretty fun and worth trying out!

Noraebang next! Planned to visit the Noraebang at Dongdaemun but we decided to just go back to Hyehwa area for our singing session. Love Noraebang omg I hoped my voice was better that night. Screw you cough + fever + flu :(

HIGH HIGH, I'M SO HIGHH

Then we went to our hostel Bong House and asked to book a maxi cab for our way to our next hostel Seoulwise Guesthouse the next day.

Bong House is.. okok I guess. Location is not too bad, but I don't think I would want to stay here in the future. Mr Bong (the hostel owner) is a pretty friendly guy, but his English is not really good and he tends to be a little forgetful.. But it's all good.

Okay more posts later on.......................

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2011-06-26T02:00:00.006+08:00

PHOTOS OVERLOAD. Please do not blame me if your browser hangs. ^_^

And SOOOO I shall try blogging about my trip in Korea. Some memories are too precious and I'm afraid that I might forget about them. Blogging allows me to remember them better... I guess.

3rd June 2011
Everyone got up early at around 5.30am? Started preparing all those, Alan was late cause her alarm didn't work and after all the transit and everything, we managed to reach Seoul at 6.55pm (Korea Time). When I first stood at Incheon Airport, I was thinking "ZOMG THE COUNTRY I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF VISITING EVER SINCE I LOVE KOREAN CULTURE" It's been more than 5 years ever since I got into the culture and YES I'M IN KOFUCKINGREA.

A bunch of crazy girls getting excited cause we are in Korea

Yes I do speak Korean at home and I speak to myself all the time cause I've no Korean friends here. It was awkward for me to speak initially cause I thought I sounded really weird. Called our hostel Bong House, and zomg they told me they couldn't find my reservation. I've booked in February and I think his new system didn't really work well so....... Luckily there was a spare room, negotiated the price and headed to Sungkyunkwan University area for our first week of stay in Bong House!

Getting our bus tickets to our hostel.

The number of the bus we were waiting for.

Our hostel! Cool wallpaper!

Rested for a short while and proceed to Dongdaemun for our night! It was roughly 10pm-11pm when we reached Dongdaemun area though. The shopping areas were opened till around 5am.

Doota.

ZOMG Doota stuffs are really expensive like MAD. They sell Korean designers stuffs and things are really not too cheap. Was really intending to shop till late but everyone was getting tired and I was having a really bad headache, so we decided to head back to our hostel for the night. So much for the "midnight shopping"! Sorry girls :(

4th June 2011
Proceeded to a nearby restaurant at our area, ordered Jjajangmyeon and Don Katsu (I CAN HAVE A BOWL OF JJAJANGMYEON NOW), and headed to Gyeongbokgung!

JJAJANGMYEON I WANT YOU.

Hyehwa, the nearest station to our hostel. It's about 5-10 minutes walk away from our hostel.

Awesome photographer LOL

Took a shot of these boys cause I predicted the boy in the front to grow up fine in the future.

LOL ALAN BLOODY CUTE HERE.

Got really tired walking inGyeongbokgung after a while, Insadong was just nearby so we walked over for some shopping + sight-seeing.

Bought some hotdogs from here and it wasn't really good cause it was dipped into some sweet+spicy sauce (not really a fan of such sauce) and the guy on the top right corner was trying to figure out where we were from. It can be considered one first few conversations I had in Korean (the 1st one was at Dongdaemun was I was trying to haggle for lowest price). Told them we were from Singapore and they were surprised that we could actually speak Chinese as well. Most, actually all Koreans started speaking to us in English once we said we were from Singapore. I guess they didn't know about the "mother tongue language" system we had. I couldn't really said what I was thinking in my mind cause of my limited Korean vocabulary, but well one of the guys happened to speak Chinese so yeah...

At Anguk station which is just beside Insadong.

It's REALLY difficult to find a rubbish bin in Korea. I was getting a little vexed trying to find the rubbish bin and started complaining to my friends "WHERE THE HELL IS THE RUBBISH BIN?" Sensed someone looking at me, true enough I saw an auntie smiling at me and pointing to the back. Oops. Threw the stupid can faster than the speed of light and thanked her. "You, Beautiful!" HAHAH Aww auntie I knew that, thank you very much!

I was thinking that we might not have the chance to take photos in Hanbok but we managed to pass by this neoprint shop (Ssamziegil level 2) which offers free hanbok rental with each photoshoot at roughly 5000-7000won. Cheap cheap cheap!

The guy helper in the shop is friendly and he helped us out with the outfits. He's average looking but oh gosh I just love the clear and fair complexion most Korean guys have ZZZZZZZZZZ. Was speaking to him in Korean but I was still a little awkward with it. The shop was opened by his mum and I suggested we take a photo together since the 4 of us kinda clicked with him.

Yeah he don't really look good in this photo. Think he looked cuter in real life. Jingyi was saying we could see his belly but it's actually the belt that makes him look retarded! Oh sigh hahahahah

He was asking us to introduce friends to his shop, didn't manage to ask for his name cause it was a little awkward T.T

This caricature amazes me cause I find it really cute so I started snapping photos of the couple. After a while I realize that they were laughing and turning back while I was taking photos. Guessed they didn't want to be in the frame lol. Just looked at how pissed the lady was! But darn it's freaking cute urgh.

Sorry ah I Nichkhun fangirl.

TUNA KIMCHI STEW, COME I CAN EAT YOU NOW TOO.

Went back to our hostel area for the night, there was some clay bricks breaking game and apparently you could get some stuffed toy if you managed to break a certain number of bricks. Some guys were trying to win the toys for their girlfriends.

AND THEN WE SPOTTED THIS CUTE GUY BEHIND WAITING FOR A FRIEND. Photo doesn't do him justice, HE WAS REALLY CUTE. I was saying "1,2,3", pretending to take a photo of my friend but was trying to frame him in the background. I'm good with such stuffs LOL.

Early night, ciao.

5th June 2011
Itaewon in the morning! It was nothing much, I wouldn't go there again.

THIS IS BLOODY GOOD, I CAN HAVE LIKE 10 OF THIS SO LONG AS THE CREAM IS THERE.

Took a bus to Namsan Tower, went down the slope for like 20 minutes just because I suck at reading directions, head to cab up to the same area again. The taxi uncle attempted to cheat like few hundred won from us though T.T His reaction was epic, he didn't want to get back to us with the change and he hopped out of the cab immediately to open the door for us in the backseats. Tsktsktsk..

But well anyway, pretty Namsan Tower view!!! Couples overload. Sigh where's my partner.

Couple writing their notes on the "locks".

So I figured out that we should get the locks as well cause "OMG THIS IS THE NAMSAN LOCKS OF LOVE WE HAVE BEEN SEEING IN VARIETY SHOWS!!!" Locks were too small for us to write our stuffs and they sell only ugly locks, so we got some plastic flat heart for the 4 of us to write our wishes, and Alan bought a separate one for her and her boyfriend. If you want to place your lock here, please buy a pretty lock outside first before heading here! I can't really remember what I wrote, but I knew the first sentence was "FU SINGLE!" Sorry if I sounded desperate LOL oh well...

Then we took the "fastest elevator in i-dont-know-where" and were at the observatory tower. Killer views, but it would be better if the windows are cleaner :/

This Japanese guy was getting my attention cause he reminds me of Vanness Wu, figured out that he was really cute after looking at him for like maybe 26 times and I thought I should just make use of my talent again; taking photos of friends with cute guys in the back. Think he sensed that we were trying to take photo of him, but WHO CARES, I'M A BLOODY TOURIST.

Took (OMG I TYPED TOOKED INITIALLY) the fastest elevator down again, went to queue for our cable car down to Myeongdong area so we can take the cab/train back to our hostel.

Running Man casts were here few months ago goddamnnit.

And oh yeah we had the worst meal of our Korea trip, some awful Don Katsu near the cable car station. 8000won for a plate and it sucks. _|_ I rather have 8 cups of ramyun HELL SHIT.

Did I mentioned that we did no shopping for the first 3 days..? Okay just Etude House stuffs in Insadong, that's all :x

3 days with so many photos. I shall summarize like mad for the next post. Will continue later on!

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2011-06-22T12:17:00.001+08:00

Damn awkward to be blogging after disappearing for almost a year. Just got back from Korea and I want to blog before my memories fade. I need to edit my photos but let me just mention some things I've concluded from the trip.

1. People have been telling me that Korea doesn't have good looking guys/girls on the street. Now I just want to dig them out and hang them upside down. WHAT-THE-HELL. Tall and cute guys are like everywhere and almost everyone is trendy.

2. Koreans don't have the habits of saying "Excuse Me". Okay I probably heard like less than 5 people saying "Excuse Me" during my 18 days trip. 3-4 of them were salespeople. They will just push you when you're in front of them, or simply stand behind you giving you the pressure. Couldn't get used to that initially cause I HATED people who push to get their ways around, but oh well you just do the same to them and they wouldn't mind at all. So yeah, fair enough.

3. Koreans are impressed if you can speak their language. In fact I think they are nicer if you can communicate with them in Korean.

4. If you speak Chinese, they will classify you as "China people". When you say you're from Singapore, they speak English to you immediately. Most Koreans think Singaporeans speak English only.

5. I'm not too sure about this but Koreans are quite "touchy". Salesmen can just put his hands on your shoulders or even pat your back when you leave the shop. I have never experienced that in Singapore..

6. Korean guys SPIT on the streets like nobody's business. Something I can never get used to.

7. Most Korean girls retouch their makeup once they finished their food in the restaurants. It's a funny scene when you see all friends looking into their own mirror pacts and applying the powder at the same time lol.

8. There are A LOTTT of couples in Korea. Guys are comfortable with holding girls' handbags and they can pose alone for their girlfriends' cameras. They are also comfortable with showing PDA.

9. Koreans eat A LOT. Me and my 3 other friends were trying to finish our food (Average portion, stated suitable for 2-3 people) and were freaking full after eating the food with 2 bowls of rice. There were 2 ladies sitting beside us, ordered the same portion and managed to finish it with 1 bowl of rice each. When I say "finish", the ingredients are mostly cleared, including the gravy. And most importantly, THEY ARE SLIM. HOW DID THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE.

Can't think of other stuffs now, I'm like falling asleep while typing all these. Shall upload my photos in the next post. TILL THEN.

KOREA I MISS YOU :(

441

2010-08-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

HMMM haven't been blogging for 4 months. Don't find the need to cause I've nothing to blog about. My life hasn't been interesting.

Started working once I've got back from Bangkok. It's been around a month. Translated products from English to Chinese for like 2-3 weeks and finally worked with video this week. Was expected to see cute guys in my office since its a multinational company but.... oh well they are all mostly uncles and aunties. Nothing against them cause they have been really nice to me since I'm new and the youngest ^^ lol.

Was feeling realllyyyyyy lazy this week so I decided to wear spectacles to work everyday. Usually I wake up at 6.45 if I'm wearing contact lens but now I wake up at 7am! 15 minutes more of sleep do make a difference. Makes me feel like I've slept more since it's a "7" and not a "6". Lucky number 7 yo

Why are you rushing? If you're rushing why don't you come yesterday?

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2010-04-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Environment sound

So I don't have to pay the $300 in the end. I just had to pay for another SIM card and pay for 3 more months. In other words I still have to pay $150. . . . . .

Okay this blog is simply dead nowadays. I've nothing much to update regarding my life cause I stay at home most of the time. I have my shop so I'm not worried about my own spending but shit what am I supposed to do in future?!

I'm actually planning to save up for Korea universities. I can hear some of my friends aidyasdasduahsdasd oh well.. But I'm thinking of studying Korean culture overseas. Singapore doesn't offer this course and well if it does then.. I might consider again? HMMMMMMM but of course I'm going to plan it well and head there with friends I'm comfortable with. HMMMMMMM

So last week (or was it last last week? or even LAST LAST LAST week) yes that's how loser I'm I can't even remember what happened nowadays.
1. Korean food with Ling.
2. EVERYTHING WITH FRIES with Alan, Min and Jun.
3. Dinner with Ash, Min and Fat. Icecream <3 style="font-style: italic;">
4. Movie with Thomas, Shannon, Nette and Chanel. How to train your dragon is a pretty nice movie I LIKEEEEE. Next movie will be Clash of the Titans followed by Ironman 2 and then Prince of Persia YAHOOO! HELLO SHANNON I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO COME BACK. AN AN MAGAZINE (HI JAEJOONG) FOOD SNACKS EVERYTHING HEHE

Time for photos

Movie with Casualtees

EVERYTHING WITH FRIES

the only nice dish in the restaurant. The other dishes really.. tasted bad. No taste, too tough, freaking salty. ZZZZZZ will never head there again! oops

Korean food with Ling.

and we headed back to JP for ice-cream at Haagen-Dazs because my feet hurt like mad (was wearing heels that day) and I wasn't in the mood to walk around in town area.

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her expression after seeing it

cmon it's not that BADDD

DONE

RANDOM:

trying out cam..

WTH THE HAT

역시 노홍철 하하하하하

one of the scenes in Obstetrics and Gynecology Doctors

Got to love Jang Seohee's expression here

Ugly but delicious Ebi Fry~ Prawn noodles for dinner today yay!

Movie date with Chanel.

When In Rome is an... OKOK movie. Josh Duhamel reminds me of Frankenstein :x Luca Calvani is not too bad though HEHE.

going to show you guys the cutest kid in the universe

I should be in films/shows when I was young. Yes I have scary hands. Thanks to Yadanar for spotting that when I showed her this photo few years back. "WAH WHY THIS BABY HANDS SO BIG ONE LIKE MONSTER!" THANK YOU VERY MUCH EI OO.

Sitting in front of laptop everyday is no fun at all. Finding suppliers is such an irritating thing to do especially when I need to really read Korean and fight for the best prices lol. But actually I enjoyed looking at official posters online. The thought of bringing them thrills me (HEHEHEHHEH YAY OFFICIAL POSTERS FOR THE WIN \o/ ) I don't buy them for myself though. I've stopped all the hardcore fangirling stuffs ever since I started blogshop. Looking for rare posters is really challenging and fun hehehehe.

I wonder what's the point of me saying all this guess I'm just bored at home and I don't know where else to say this. YES THIS IS MY BLOG. MY SPACE MY FRIEND MY... i don't know. I SHOULD TALK TO MY BLOG EVERYDAY!!!

Really hope to go Bangkok one day I'm so prepared to go hehehehehe but DARN the riots! :( The situation is really getting bad there.

한국어를 진짜 다시 배워야겠다.

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2010-03-24T17:59:00.003+08:00

Because I'm feeling so vexed now I need to rant it out.

Few months ago my brother and I headed over to the Jurong Point M1 shop to upgrade his line so that we could get a new phone. We asked the shop manager there when our mum's handphone contract will be up and the sales person told us it was end of February 2010. We confirmed several times with the salesperson and he said "Yeap the 2 years contract will end next year February" “明年二月就完了。对明年二月” (we went to the shop last year)

I needed a new phone in March this year and thinking that our contract has ended, me and my mum headed straight to the Jurong Point Singtel shop to get a new line and canceled our M1 line. Few weeks have passed and the M1 bill came. We had to pay an extra $300 for terminating our line before the contract ends.

We were so freaking amazed so we decided to call M1 service line to ask what was happening. They told us that my mum's line will only end in May.

....

Like Hello WHAT???? MAY? My brother and I asked the sales person several times "February? End of February?" and which part of F-E-B-R-U-A-R-Y sounds like M-A-Y to you??? Of course we heard it clearly that it was February!

My family is not rich and we cannot just let this pass by by paying that $300. $300 is a lot considered that our financial situation is not good at all. It might be our fault that we didn't check this properly because we believed what we were told and we proceeded to cancel our M1 line to get a new Singtel line. And we are not that stupid to terminate a line that is going to end in 2 months' time just to get a new phone.

Furthermore when my brother told the person over the service line that we heard that the line will end by the end of February, he/she simply replied "I think you hear wrongly". Why can't it be the salespeople SAYING IT WRONGLY? There were 2 people at the counter serving us that time. 2 people were listening and 1 person was saying so the chances of him saying it wrongly is definitely higher than 2 people hearing it wrongly.

I'm not saying that I'm not willing to pay the cost of fees charged for terminating the line but is it worth $300? YES IT IS OUR FAULT FOR CANCELING THE LINE BEFORE THE CONTRACT ENDS. But is it just solely our fault for doing so? What is M1 doing by saying "I think you hear wrongly". So are they trying to push the blame to us when it was the sales person who got the information to us wrongly? Why are we supposed to pay $300 when it's not our fault purely in the first place??? Our contract will end in May and we wouldn't mind waiting till then to get a new phone. AND YES IT IS OUR FAULT FOR NOT CHECKING IT AGAIN. This is because we thought that the salesperson will definitely be accurate and we didn't doubt his words!!

Maybe I should suggest to the M1 people to check the CCTV video they have in the Jurong Point M1 store and sees if the salesperson said FEBRUARY "ER YUE" or MAY "WU YUE". Well most likely they are not going to care about this but I do not feel good if they are accusing us simply by saying "I THINK YOU HEAR WRONGLY" Why are we responsible for the salesperson's mistake!

ARGH heading over to Bukit Batok's M1 shop tomorrow to clarify everything.

438

2010-02-27T13:45:00.004+08:00

What's up with sending white chrysanthemum flowers to JYP agency? Call yourself true fans of Park Jaebeom. Seriously what do you guys gain from doing all these? Jaebeom will be happier? The other 6 members will be happier? JYP will be happier? Everyone will be happier? CRAP. You guys demand that Wooyoung and Taekyeon should leave the variety shows they are in currently. Do you think that will bring Jaebeom back or even make him happier? Claiming that the other 6 members are selfish. You guys are the selfish people who just want to feel better by being mean to the other members. Since you're "Park Jaebeom's fans" you think that you should only support him and be mean the others. Think in Jaebeom's position do you REALLY think he wants all these to happen?

AHHHH whatever this issue is really getting out of hands. Very obvious that it's just a handful of them doing such retarded things but spamming countless comments in forums demanding them to leave the variety shows is RIDICULOUS.

And hey ridiculous fans why will "2pm die without Jaebeom"? 2pm will always live.
It's not like Jaebeom is my least favourite member or what so I'm fine with it. HELLO he's in my TOP 3 do you think I bear to see him leaving 2pm?

Even if Jaebeom is not in 2pm anymore, he will always be in their hearts. And just because I choose to believe in them.

Despite saying all this I still want Jaebeom to be back. I really miss him so much :( I just can't stand the fact that all the other 6 members got attacked verbally because of this issue.

Is it possible?

437

2010-02-07T13:50:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: SNSD - Day by Day

Before the start of IBP I was hoping that IBP can end immediately. My IBP is done now and I'm not feeling happy :( My IBP mates.. yeah I might be impatient to them because I've a very bad temper and I tend to complain here and there in the middle of it. However towards the end everyone was really trying very hard and we managed to finish it. Okay we might need to change some parts (probably going back to school on Tuesday again to render some shit zzzzz) but yeah last week of school next week. Like seriously last week. Met up with the secondary school clique last last week and Alan and I were talking about stuffs to do after graduation. I still have no freaking idea what to do after I graduate. I want to travel travel travelll but the balance in my bank is not helping.

Damn..

Meow I think I really miss my IBP mates. And of course my fellow DVFX mates! Will find time to post some of the classic photos from my poly life. long, colored and super layered hair - short with half dyed hair - to ultimate short black xiaowanzi hair - medium length colored permed hair - probablyhalfpermedandcolored and I'm want this color now!!

Hope this Liese Bubble dye I bought will be nice to me. Meowmeow

436

2009-12-31T21:39:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Eun Jiwon - Siren

It's the last day of 2009 and I really can't believe it. I've last blogged 1 month ago and it feels like a week ago. Life has been the same for me every day. Busy over school stuffs, meeting up with friends. I've lost track of time and it's scary for me. Thinking that school is going to end in 2 months' time just freaks me out. When I was 17 I say I'm going to fly to Korea once I finished my poly studies. I have the heart to do so but I need the money and the right people to travel together.

Hmmm 2009 is a busy year for me. I was doubting myself when I was in Year 2 because I feel that I don't learn a lot in this course. Not blaming the lecturers or anything it's just myself. However being in Year 3 allows me to learn a lot more and I'm able to adapt well. There are times when I think I can do better in the first semester of Year 3 though... well well well it's the final 2 months now!! I do not want to regret so I have to do well no matter what.

I'm having a headache now. Damn it. Anyway happy 2010 everyone!

435

2009-11-29T02:15:00.003+08:00

Current music: After School - 너 때문에

My Korean has been getting really bad. Or rather I think I'm getting very lazy to phrase the sentences properly. 한국어를 다시 공부해야해요 T.T Wait till I graduate from NP I'm so going to take up full Korean classes!

This is my 435th post in this blog ZOMG. This blog has been with me since.... Secondary 2? Omg no idea I have to check my blog "memories" links to double-check...

Okay year 2006 was.. Secondary 4! Okay I used to have a blog when I was Secondary 2 but there was some issues so I had to get a new blog. Reading all the old posts make me want to laugh again and again and again and again (omg Jaebeom in my mind). Well it will be normal if people were to click my year 2006 entries and laugh over them. I'm advising you guys to not do that because reading my twit language in the past will ...... hmm I can't find an appropriate word.

Irritated? Disgusted? Amused?

....

I swear if I'm a guy I will be so so so so crazy over After School. Wth Gahee Jooyeon and Baekga are damn cool. Would love to have Gahee's abs + Behka's (oops I typed her name wrongly ytd ^^) arrogant aura + Jooyeon's face and hair. That will be perfect. Omg I sound sick I know I know I know!

Randomxzxzx

Eiyaya I miss you! Thanks for this card!

Taken from my phone. Blur camera is good at times because my blemishes don't show up clearly in the photos. Blur camera FTW!

DVFX Pioneer DVFX Batch BBQ! (I appear in 90% of the photos.. :0 I'm someone who loves to see myself in photos so forgive me for this)

Me and stone Dolly

Chanel epic

Szehui is my second brother's friend's sister. Tsk tsk tsk both of us got freaked out when we found this out HAHAHA

EH?!

I like Chanel in this photo!

Our favourite lecturer Mr Ng Yongseng aka Ironman helping out.

Ate like mad that day even though I was not feeling well. Great food and peeps~

I still can't believe that 2009 is coming to an end. 1 more month and it's Christmas!

This is late but well... Congrats to the boys for winning Best Artiste of the Year. 2PM FTW. Seeing Wooyoung cry makes me go uasdghuaysdgauydasd. Hot boy's tears ):

Hello boys I would love to be in the middle.

Fish it it's 3.23am I'm so going to sleep now. My eldest brother brought back a friend who looks like

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm time to sleep.

434

2009-11-14T23:02:00.005+08:00

2PM- Heartbeat

I'm so glad 기다린다 지친다 is not the title song because the autotune used in the song irritates me like mad.

I'm really glad that Heartbeat is the title song for the album this time round. Great dance choreography and catchy beat = JYP. The dance choreography is unique and it suits 2PM to the max. Wooyoung baby is really hot this time round and it thrills me when his parts came. Nichkhun's rap is pretty fine too but I really HATE his hairstyle now. Same goes to Junho. Hello boys what's up with the apple hair! Mr JYP I really respect you as a producer after watching Golden Fishery Part 1 (with Wondergirls) because you're really ambitious and daring. BUT SERIOUSLY WHAT'S UP WITH KHUN AND JUNHO HAIR MANNNNNNNN. Omg the thought of it TSK!

Yesterday was the DVFX Pioneer batch BBQ. Ate and drank a lot ^^ Going to post the photos up once I get hold of them. Have been feeling rather ill these few days. All thanks to Zhuang Xibin who passed the cough to me !@#@$#%#@$!@# But anyway, I'm better now and I shall rest earlier later so I will be fine by tomorrow.

I'm alone at home. Mum is currently at Batam and my 2 brothers went out. My eldest brother went out to buy food for me because I wasn't feeling well. And seriously I'm rather touched by that because he went out just to get my dinner. Mum called back at around 9pm just now and our conversation is rather awkward. Maybe it's because I'm not feeling well so I have the tendency to "pretend-as-if-i'm-really-weak" lol. Shit I'm a mummy's girl. I will definitely get homesick in the future if I've have the chance to work at overseas. ):

433

2009-11-07T23:27:00.005+08:00

Current music: 2PM - 너 에게 미쳤었다

Mother and daughter.

My permed hair is okay most of the time but sometimes I hope I was with my un-permed hair.. Yes I'm very indecisive and I change my thinking all the time! Permed hair + red spectacles is the worst. Let me prove that.

Happy birthday my idiotic dogqi!

Halloween photos taken in school.

CHANEL'S FACE IS EPIC!

Kang Jihwan and Kim Haneul promoting "My Girlfriend Is A Secret Agent" in Heerens!

HEHEHHEHEHE KANGJIHWAN! Kim Haneul is damn pretty in real life. Arisa and Atq were saying how much they want her hair blah blah blah. Not a lot of people attended that event though but at least we get to see them up-close.

~~~~~

I hope the poster coming along with the album show more of the faces instead of such views! This photo is HOT but I want to see more of the boys' faces thank you very much JYP!

Sooooo getting 2PM new album. Sooooo going to stick their new poster beside my bed. TVXQ I still love you guys your posters are still high high up on my wall! Speaking of this I'm getting worried for the TVXQ lawsuit... ):

2PM new teasers gave me hope. The moment Taek said "그리고 우리 일곱명" really made me feel so glad. Unless he's referring to the 6 current 2pm members + JYP.. (I WILL BE SPEECHLESS THEN). 앗사 박쥐범 빨리 돌아와!

Hello baby Khun and Wooyoung.

Min showed me this link and this certain paragraph caught my attention.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.

Hahahha thanks for that! ~~

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2009-10-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: FT Island - Raining

Amazingly Ft Island sounds pretty decent in Japanese. When I first heard Tohoshinki and Bigbang singing in Japanese I was laughing all the way because it sounds really weird LOL. But well this album is not their first album anyway.

Because I'm excited that I'm owning a new phone so I took some photos using the 3.2 megapixels camera.

Woohooo Suju-M and SNSD socks! I'm selling Suju-M instock album and SNSD socks over at my blogshop go check it out!

Ling was getting excited over Mir and she showed me a gif image of him being HOT (quoted from her) NP net was extremely slow so the gif image was loading slowly frame by frame and I screen-capped this because he looks like a zombie here wanting for blood!

HAHAHAHA maybe I should show Mir this gif image after adding him in cyworld. 철용야 이거좀봐!표정이 진짜 대박이다 와하하하하

Hello yaya I can't find a decent photo of me in permed hair but don't worry I shall post one up for you soon!

내 솔메이트 어디야!!

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2009-10-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

Current music: SHINEe - Ring Ding Dong

The part when Jonghyun sings BEHBEYYYYY is really funny.

I can't help it but I must show my latest boy eyecandies.

BEAST (B2ST)

Check out the part when Kigwang tries to be different from the other members! I was gasping towards the end and my mouth didn't close for that whole minute.

Yes BEAST is a funny name (imagine me saying "Omg I really like BEAST performance!") HMMMM. But anyway the members.

This particular little boy 1991 Dongwoon here.

Hot leader Doojoon.

Killer smile Kigwang (aka AJ)

Sexy rapper Junhyung.

And well, Hyunseung and Yoseob.

Obviously I'm a little bias oops.

AND WOOHOOO the group that I'm really into right now. MBLAQ!

My favourite performance from them. Byunghee was with his shades though boohoo.

Photos don't do them justice they look so much more better in videos!

Byunghee (aka G.O) HEHEHEHHEE. People please dont judge him from this photo because he's really HOT.

CHECK OUT THIS FREAKING CLIP ARGH!

The leader Seungho who has rather thick lips. But I really like his side views!

Joon, the younger version of Rain in Ninja Assassin.

Sanghyun (aka Cheondung) Sandara's brother
Sandara
SEE SEE SEE SAME FACE!

Cheoryong (aka Mir) known as the little zombie by me and Ling because he always looked tired...

{credits: allkpop, soompi}

My life has always been pathetic. Looking at boys online and watching shows. Yes I'm lazy to step out of the house nowadays. Even if I do it's just meeting up with friends. No photos taken because I'm getting REALLY lazy. Even if there are photos I'm lazy to upload. Even if I uploaded them I'm lazy to post. So just to summarize,

ZHUANG YAQI IS LAZY.

Boohoo.

Went out with Ahbin to get my new phone. It's $0 my it's my dream phone because I wanted a plain white flip phone. Got the urge to buy softbanks/docomo phones initially but luckily I held back. Well phones aren't really important for me now. I can get better phones when I work next time.

Simple, clean and pretty. Exactly what I'm looking for Sony Ericsson W801 in Poetic White~ The camera pixels are rather low (only 3.2 megapixel) but I'm fine with it.

And some random photos (taken in September)

when I still have black and pretty ..straight hair?

Hmmmmmm hello the guy behind please study at home thank you very much!

Sorry for the blur photos we have unsteady hands. My brown and permed hair.

Need more new photos of myself I want more photos of myself in this new hairstyle! TSK

Gonna sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep. Intending to reach school by 10am so I can do more work but I dont think I will reach in time...

WHATEVER! TEEHEE

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2009-10-06T02:56:00.002+08:00

Finally back to reality. These days I've been out of the world, focusing mainly on my blogshop and jdramas. The dramas I have watched these 3 days are definitely going to be in my "All Time Favouite Jdramas" list.

Shibatora first. Koike Teppei was one of cute Japanese boys in my list in the past but he was too cute for me.. He has always acted as cute characters. I think he pulls off as Shiba Taketora perfectly. I always thought that short guys are not very appealing but Koike YOU PROVED ME WRONGGGGGGGGG. I like this show because it talks about society problems all countries are currently facing. Do not look down on teenagers' crimes!

Again, my favourite scene in Shibatora.

"Lets start over again"

"We can definitely start over again"

Looks like a nice hug huh. I fangirl-ed over this scene to Shannon like mad because the hug looks really greatttttttt. Boys who cry . . ): ): <3 Koike congratulations you are in my top 10 Japanese boys list ^^ (actually I don't even know whos in my top 10 . . .)

Next, Yasuko to Kenji.

The sibling love between Yasuko and Kenji got me REALLY TEARY every episode. Darn! I can't stand family dramas but I still love to watch them.

Kenji is hilarious.

(The guy on the right. Joke.)

Seriously imagine yourself stepping into a fastfood shop to grab a burger and you see THIS KIND OF EXPRESSION. WTH IS THAT. For your information, Kenji is trying to smile in this scene. Yes smile like this (: :) but he looks like .. . I dont know what.

Oh random.

Atq needs more break.

I was randomly looking for Koike Teppei's photos and managed to find some really cute ones. SOME ARE RATHER.. . . . SCARY.

ZOMG.

Wish I could see such a scene when I'm in class.

I wish I could kick the photographer. What's up with showing armpit and nipple? I can't stare at this photo for long it's just too awkward lol.

And hehe

I need to be fair. . . . .

My wallpaper. Hell yeah Tetsuji Tamayama!

Didn't get the chance to take photos of my new permed hair (YES I PERMED MY HAIR HAHAHAHAAAA) Permed hair + spectacles really make someone looks like auntie. Humans please avoid that. Going out with Linda tomorrow hopefully we will take some decent photos. Stupid Dolly and Atq didn't upload the photos from the previous outing ): Thinking of dying my hair because permed + back hair don't really suit me. I will see how it goes again.

Thinking of getting

or

but my mum wants me with a darker brown. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Found Ninkyo Helper OST and Shibatora OST online few hours ago. Will upload them soon for people who want to download because I know how difficult it is to download them online. Couldn't find it anywhere I had to DIGGGGG it before getting the links. ARGH.

Was just watching SBS Idol Show and MBC Star Battle. I really miss the boys!

2pm come back soon ): OMG WHAT TIME IS IT NOW IT'S 3.56am, 4.56am OVER AT KOREA. I NEED TO SLEEP!

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2009-09-27T15:03:00.002+08:00

Current music: SMAP - Sotto Kyutto

I've just finished watching Ninkyo Helper online. Initially I wanted to watch this show because Mukai Osamu acted in it as well (he appeared for less than 15 minutes T.T) but I did not regret watching this drama at all. In fact I think it's one of the best Japanese dramas I've watched. Kusanagi Tsuyoshi is not the typical handsome boy but he has the charm that attracts me throughout the whole show. A yakuza to a nursing home helper. This show talks about the elderlies in the nursing home. All of them had different background and most of the episodes got me really teary.

Seriously when I saw this, I didn't watch the drama at all. Never judge a book by its cover. I'm glad that I watch the show yeah!

My favourite scene from the show:

Hikoichi (the guy lead) and Ryota (boy). Ryota got hurt by his mum and Hikoichi gave him support by holding on to his hand. This scene made me cry like MAD. ):):

Ryota was trying his best not to cry and Hikoichi sensed it thus he decided to sleep outside with Ryota. Ryota finally cried out loud when Hikoichi held his hand. WHAT A NICE YAKUZA ): Hikoichi was being mean to Ryota throughout the whole show but he cared for the boy more than anyone else.

This boy is so adorable!

Stayed overnight at The Loft on Friday to prepare for our ibp shoot on Saturday. Maybe it was me being unlucky because my room has a high pillow, dirty bed, weird aircon and thin blanket. Didn't have a good night sleep because it feels really uncomfortable. Luckily the shoot is over now.

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2009-09-19T02:53:00.003+08:00

It's weird of me to post such photos at close to 3am but I couldn't help it . . . .. . . .

I SWEAR I HAVE NEVER EXPECTED 2AM'S JINWOON TO HAVE SUCH A GOOD BODY :0 Changmin I know you have a hot body but it's better for you to cover it up and wear your spectacles. Omg you totally ruin the clean and decent guy image I have of you. But well well well freaking shocking to see 2am boys like this.

Argh.

I have a number of dramas to catch up. Triple and Cityhall are halfway done. AND OMFG I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE TO BUY WIRE FOR IBP PROPS FUCK IT I FORGOT TO BUY IT AT BUGIS'S ARTFRIEND TODAY WTHHHHHHHHH.

SHIT.

I need to watch Yunho's Heading to Ground.

And Yoon Eunhye's Take Care of Lady.

I've watched Gamer with Linda today.

Hmmm they had nice shots but sometimes the CG felt a little ... fake for me (the parts whereby the Slayers advertisement thing was on the buildings). It looks like class tutorials for me. Fighting and explosions scenes are great though. Not much of character development and I was expecting more when Kable confronts Ken Castle. I felt that the plot was really cool. People controlling people in games. Sounds pretty freaking at the same time lol. Imagine playing The Sims and it ends up that you are controlling real people. Imagine them WOOHOO-ing on the bed and it's real ZOMG LOL.

....... Don't know what I'm talking about that. I think I need sleep.
Overall, I think it's a nice movie. Ahem.

427

2009-09-17T02:56:00.003+08:00

I see some hope in Jaebeom's friend's father's letter. Jaebeom please come back soon I really miss seeing you on shows. I've said that I would continue watching you guys on in variety shows but it's too hard for me to do so because it just make me sadder ): Seeing you guys smiling in shows made it worse for me.

Anyway seriously wth omg Epik High.

WTH SERIOUSLY. Epik High doing a parody on The Host for their MV teaser song "Wannabe" HAHAHAH EPIK HIGH WOOHOO!

And because of this I'm so tempted to buy Seunggi's album. He sounded so hot when he said "우리 헤어지자 그만 만나자" but I would never want to hear that from him when he speaks to me... LOL tsk Seunggi no doubt you're one of my favourite Korean boys. I know I have a lot of "favourite Korean boys" but Seunggi is in my top 10 list if I have to choose.

I hope everything goes well tomorrow. Good luck brother.

426

2009-09-13T01:31:00.002+08:00

It was a really long day for me today.

Started off with cycling. Met up with Alan, Jingyi, Sam and Weiting for cycling at East Coast Park. I think it's fine if we cycle once in a while because I feel that enjoying the breeze and everything is really relaxing. Maybe we should cycle again one day BUT let's not cycle all the way to Changi area to see the planes taking off in case we meet some crazy people again. My ass really hurts and I can't even sit properly now. I have to place a soft cushion below it LOL DAMN IT. Xueqi came over to join us for dinner and we headed over to Changi airport afterwards to send Yadanar off.

Hmmm it was pretty fine for me initially. I expected myself to cry but it was rather irritating to see Yadanar crying once she saw us at the airport. Lol. All the girls were keeping our own tears because we know it's tough for her as well. Time really passes very quickly. I remembered the very first time when I saw Eioo in our 1/3 classroom. You were nerd boyish and looks unfriendly to me even though you had a smiling face lol. We got close only when we Secondary 3, well not really that close in fact because you had a bad boyfriend. After that we started to speak out and managed to know more about each other. The very first time I saw you was 2003 and it's 2009 now. Woah 7 years AISUDHADASUDASDASD. You were a friend that I need because you think differently from me and it's good to listen to different POV when opinions are needed. It's going to be hard for us to meet up in the future however I will keep all the memories we had together. Anyway time passes very quickly so we will definitely meet soon! You can cry once in a while when you miss your friends and your beloved Singapore but be strong and take care of yourself! I love you! :D

425

2009-09-08T22:55:00.001+08:00

I'm really getting very affected by this incident.

"I'm sorry" were Jaebeom last words before he left the airport.

A fans called Jay's mom.
she said "If he stay in korea, he is more painful. If he come to Seattle. He will do anything he want. Don't worry about him. It's his decision. He gonna be alright.Thank you for supporting and love him."

Wanting him to be in 2pm again was a selfish thought. It's difficult for Jaebeom now. It might seemed to be a small matter for us but for Jaebeom he's really feeling guilty about it.

"I will study music and come back."
from Jaebeom

Yes please. Do take your time. Meanwhile I will still keep my love burning for you by
-rewatching Wild Bunny episodes and every single shows that had you inside
-listening to your songs with your sexy voice and rapping. And yeap when I saw 'your' it means YOUR 2pm.
-rewatching all performances
-staring at photos of you being silly, cute, charming, sexy, handsome, whatever.

So no matter what, Hottest will always be here to wait for your news. Do relax in Seattle and study music really well so that we can expect better music from you in the future. I haven't been fangirling for so freaking long and you should know that 2pm brought the fangirling spirit out of me again so you should never forget this fact. Be responsible Jaebeom and present us a better you in the future! I will definitely be waiting, I swear from the deep of my heart.

재범이 항상 파이팅!많이 쉬고 그리고 꼭 돌아와요!팬들이 너를 기다릴거예요! ^^

424

2009-09-08T15:49:00.000+08:00

Jaebeom has released an official statement that he's going to quit 2pm. Who do we blame? Blame on Jaebeom for making those statements on Korea being gay when he was young and ignorant? Blame on Koreans who had strong pride and couldn't accept that fact that a Korean-American is making such a statement about their nation? If a Singapore artiste was to do the same thing, I would definitely be outraged initially by such comments. However, Jaebeom has already apologized sincerely that he was young back then and is really very sorry that he made such comments about Korea.

So what's up with all the stupid suicide petition from the antis? Does Jaebeom REALLY deserve all these? One person committing suicide could actually affect at least 15 people around him/her. What are the antis thinking exactly when they signed that petition? Wanting someone to die? Do they think that they are actually right to sign such a petition? It's not even logical! What RIGHTS do they have to decide whether Jaebeom should die? Cmon antis you don't even have the rights to determine who should stay and who should go!

And to Jaebeom, I really really love 2pm. Probably 2pm is still going to be as famous in the future without you as the leader. But I couldn't accept that you could actually made that decision that you are quitting the leader role that quickly. JYP mentioned that you are NOT quitting yesterday and official statement from you came out today. How do you expect the Hottests to accept this? I'm not blaming you but I'm really disappointed in this. You are NOT even in wrong, even if you're its in the PAST. People who went to prison in the past had some yellow ribbon campaign to help them. Everyone is given a second chance, including you. I hope you can really think about this matter seriously once you go back to America. Even if you're going to take back your words and say that you are coming back to 2pm, PLEASE DO SO. We will definitely be glad to see you back in media again. (AT LEAST I WILL BE THE FIRST ONE TO BE GLAD) Please do not ever give up your dreams just because of this incident.

And to all the Korean netizens who couldn't forgive Jaebeom, please think twice. And to those netizens who actually signed the petition that Jaebeom should commit suicide, I shall see how long you guys can live by having such evil thoughts in your mind!

Lastly, 재범오빠 힘내세요! !

423

2009-09-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

Current music: 2pm - 10점 만점의 10점

1 year back I was waiting for this day when you guys debut. The one who caught my attention the most was Nichkhun and Jaebeom. Never got sick of that song despite watching the performance over and over again.

Now I love all of you~

Hope to see 2pm in Singapore once again! I really regretted not looking at all members' faces clearly the previous time! ):

2피엠 파이팅! 1주년 축하해요! Happy 1st anniversary ~~

422

2009-08-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

Current music : Brave Brothers - Invisible

It's sound like "I'm Inbiziber" when Son Dambi sings it. The beat is rather catchy but I think it's very..predictable. I expected quite a lot from Brave Brothers but obviously this album is so-so only. The best song is still...

Next music : G-dragon - The Leaders (feat. CL & Teddy)

Fuck it omg the rap is so damn cool I swear I can die while listening to it. When the video first came out it it accompanied me throughout the whole day when I was doing my work in the CG room last Thursday (OMG IT HAS BEEN A WEEK?!)

OMG JEWELRY WHY SO HOT?! Gil is freaking freaking lucky to have such a girlfriend like Park Jungah. I didn't see any chemistry in them when I was watching Kko Kko couple cause Gil was such an irritating guy.. Well all he did in the show was just for variety purposes. But Gil really is a cool guy when he raps.. Rappers are <3<3 HEEHHE

Park Jungah and Gil.

Forgive me if I've been fangirling all these while. It's holiday for me now (HEHEHHE FINALLYYY) after 2 hardcore weeks. My mp3 was being irritating again so I had to bring it to the doctor. Visited Samsung service centre near IMM and went to Kopitiam to eat with my mum.

Me: I want to go Daiso later to buy some stuffs.
Mum: (eating her rice and chewing)
...after a while..
Mum: (while chewing her food) You want to go Dinosaur later ah?
Me: (trying my best not to laugh) You..repeat yourself again.
Mum: (looked at me, laughed and spat her food on my face)
Me: WA LAO EH!!!!!!

DAMN IT I swear it's the funniest thing that has happened today. Everyone was looking at us in Kopitiam you guys should imagine how embarrassing it is! My mum seriously thinks that she's the Korean girl lead or something.

And I've bought some stuffs online from gmarket again. HEHEHE cool shit but I'm lazy to show off now. Maybe tomorrow when my next batch reaches. YAY!

Cute figurines omg I swear I just want a Wooyoung's one.

Because my hair really sucks now it feels like weed. I need to cut soon and I'm looking at shoulder length hairstyle.

This hairstyle is really SWEETTTT but shit I need money for digital perm!

Similar hairstyle but probably too innocent for me... LOL

But well maybe I need more suggestions for hairstyles. Any suggestions human beings?

______

Cosmopolitan September Issue with 2pm. Need to bring this issue in like seriously. People if you are looking for this magazine go ahead to ASIANPOPPINMUFFINS (look at the left of the page) to pre-order it. And just being random, if you google 2pm posters in google you will see my blogshop first in list! Cheers! HAHAHAHAHAHA

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2009-08-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

This is not a very good sign.

It's Saturday and I really hope CG room is opened. Nette downloaded Maya for me in my Kiki but the environment in my house is so different compared to CG room. Wanted to finish my rigging at home but the file doesn't work. Argh plan failed! Luckily I can try to do something in maya for my DVD portfolio. Next Friday is the deadlines for everything argh I can't wait for it to come!

Stickies on my wall while I'm blogging here.

1. Rigging - 12th AUG WEDNESDAY
2. EXPLOSION IN NP - 12th AUG WEDNESDAY
3. HISTO Blogposts - ????
4. Creative Portfolio DVD and Video - 14th AUG FRDAY
5. HISTO REPORT - 13th AUG THURSDAY. Speaking of this, Andrew has yet to get back to us with the comments!

This has been a really tough week for me. Have been staying in CG room till 8pm everyday ): Luckily I'm meeting the girls tomorrow! Picnic at Marina Barage ~~~ And yes fireworks I miss you so much we're going to meet soon!

I plucked in my earpiece for half an hour and I realised I didn't not play any music in my ITunes. SMART

I'm getting tired I need to rest for a while. House is definitely not the best place to do work. ): ): ): ): Time for me to do some online shopping hehehehehehhebaidhasudahsd

420

2009-07-23T00:40:00.004+08:00

Current music : MC Mong - Indian Boy

Zomg Mc Mong's "Intro" in his new 5th album reminds me of Pirates of the Caribbean... :0 Pirates of the Caribbean-> HISTMO Presentation next Thurs
HISTMO -> Watch Terminator 2 in class tomorrow
Terminator 2 in class tomorrow -> Class at 9am!
Class at 9am -> reaching 1am now
reaching 1am -> time for medicine
time for medicine -> WHY THE HELL AM I STILL AWAKE I'M SICK AND I NEED MORE REST

Zomg Brown Eyed Girls are bloody hot here wth wth wth wth wthabuysdhasdas.

Favourite parts - 01:34 and 02:00 WOOHOOO COOL SHIT. Can't believe I'm looking at girls maybe deep in my heart I love girls.

Well on second thoughts.. boys boys I still love them <3 Hello Wooyoung you are in my 2pm Top 3 list with Jaebeom and Nichkhun.

~~~~~~~

Thanks to Arisa, Ruiting, Shannon and Chanel who came over to my house to give me a surprise yesterday! I received a sms from Chanel asking me to take care and after a few seconds I hear people saying "Is Yaqi in?". Hello guys that totally FREAKED ME OUT. I looked extremely shagged and seriously speaking I was really glad to see them. At least it doesn't feel that pathetic for me :D Sorry if I was being rude and kept asking whether you guys are leaving soon. I was just getting really giddy after eating the medicine.

Shag babi!

Thanks guys seriously! Arisa I love your birthday card HEHEHHE I know you have a crush on me <3 Love you guys and I mean it!

And thanks to whoever who wished me happy birthday. No need for me to name everyone or else I would miss out some certain people lol. Hope to meet up with F7F really soon cause I miss them!

Okay ciao.

419

2009-07-19T19:03:00.002+08:00

It sucks when you are feeling sick on your birthday. Had slight cough on Sunday and now it's getting worse. Having a fever + sore throat now are totally not helping. I intended to go to school early tomorrow to do my Creative Portfolio work and now I think it's going to be impossible if this continues. I'm gonna sleep before 12:30am yes yes yes I don't want to feel like shit when I wake up 8 hours later. My mum is kind of worried because H1N1 is spreading like mad in Singapore now. I just hoped I'm not swined. Don't think I'm that lucky if not it's going to be the best birthday ever.

Oh man I hate this feeling.

418

2009-07-12T18:20:00.006+08:00

Current music: 2pm - Again & Again

Khun's face is floating around in my mind now. I'm sitting comfortably on my mum's bed and I'm facing all my boys' posters hanging on the wall. Sorry Yunho I can't help but to stare at Khun who is smiling sweetly beside you...

So what have I been up to these days? Hmmmmmm..

Watch Transformers 2 twice. Watched with Yadanar for the first time and then with Atq.

Albums I've been listening to these days;

Pictures I've been staring at:

Check out the jacket on the left omg omg omg omg ): SO NOICEEEE
{shoptoast.blogspot.com}

.....

WHAT THE...그 표정가 대박이다!

EPIK HIGH FTW!

417

2009-06-28T16:38:00.006+08:00

Current music : 소녀시대 - 소원을 말해봐 (Genie)

I'm Genie for you boy!

ROARRR just had an argument with my mum. I can't stand it when she shouts at me for no reasons and says stuffs like "You do not help out with the house chores AT ALL". AT ALL? Don't bloody accuse me!

My break is ending in 6 hours' time.. I've been sleeping so much nowadays that I dream of ridiculous stuffs. I get sleepy so easily now wth!

Luckily I have you Khun!

416

2009-06-21T22:41:00.005+08:00

Current music : Smashing Pumpkins - Today

Hmmmm seriously don't know what I've been up to these few days I can't even remember WTHHHH. Okay I've been to Punggol with the photography club.. What else omg? My mum went to Genting with my other relatives. She left me alone (okay with my 2 brothers ZZZZZ) and the whole day feels weird. Damn it nobody nagging beside me how am I going to survive when I get to work overseas in the future? My second brother bought chicken rice back for dinner. I love to eat chicken rice but I hate it when the smell of the oily rice gets stuck in my throat. 5 hours had passed and the smell is still there TSKKKKKKKKKK!

Shit I'm so short!

Without Yadanar YES YES YES MUAHAHAHA

Going out with the EYEBEEPEE group tomorrow. Dinner with Ling at 백두산 afterwards.

ㅎㅎㅎ 현재오빠!

HAHAHA GOODJOB.

415

2009-06-12T20:36:00.002+08:00

Current music: toe - I Dance Alone

Because too many things are happening now I don't think I can handle them. I want to get things done and enjoy at the same time during the holidays.

I'm bloody tired now I can't think properly. Fml seriously.

414

2009-05-31T04:03:00.005+08:00

{credits: shiny.super-lover.net}

Still my favourite boy.

413

2009-05-27T00:33:00.003+08:00

Totally want to see my future boyfriend getting his hair tied up like Jiyong.

I really need guys like him to turn up in my life. Are all the cute guys not fated with me ): Not like I have time for boys now... WHATEVER.

Shooting is fun/tiring/stressful/whatever-you-call-it. "CB" just kept coming out from my mouth every 5 seconds. Depended too much on the guys during shootings in the past and I'm glad that Nette and I managed to finish our shooting pretty decently (I hope.....)

My entertainment yesterday was facebook. (Click on the link below to see the photo. Removed it because it's disturbing lol)
http://photos-c.ak.fbcdn.net/photos-ak-snc1/v4400/117/28/700469228/n700469228_1614730_5407990.jpg
Freaking entertaining like MAD. The beng of our class should totally feel honoured. Ohmygod HAYAMI MOCOMICHI HELLOOOO ONE OF MY FAVOURITE ACTORS. Was actually VERY DISTURBED by the thought of it. His teeth actually reminds me of Hayami and I do see the resemblance in that picture. All thanks to bloody Shannon who did up the photoshopped photo during class time. FISH YOU SHANNON!

412

2009-05-26T02:04:00.003+08:00

Current music: Epik High - Girl Rock (feat. Jiae)

Damn DJ Tukutz singing voice is so sexy. I DON'T WANT TO SOUND SICK BUT I CAN'T HELP TO THINK THAT WAY ): Have been playing the song on loop awesome. Weather is getting nasty. Freaking humid I just want to walk around naked (in the house I mean). Couldn't stand it and ran upstairs to disturb my second brother in his air-conditioned room. Now I'm back at my own studyroom cause my Kiki doesn't have power anymore !@#@#R%!@#!@.

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:

1. TVXQ Posters
2. Earrings
3. My soft toys
4. Cosmetics
5. Mattress
6. Mirror
7. Mum

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:

1. Do You Like Anyone? Nope don't think so

2. Does Someone Like You? Plenty out there but I wouldn't want to expose them.

3. Last Kiss? ):

4. Been Lead On? No.

5. Been Cheated On? Nope.

6. Want A Relationship? Not now

7. Wanna Get Married? Of course!

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:

1. Mp3
2. Sexy earphones (no point having a mp3 without earphones and wth I almost typed earphotos DARN)
3. Kiki
4. Water
5. Food
6. Money
7. Spectacles/Contact lens

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:

1. "Girl, go girl, cmon girl come rock my world"
2. Needs to sleep.
3. Hayami Mocomichi (AND AHBENG'S FACE POP OUT DARN)
4. Shooting tomorrow
5. Still wants to sleep badly.
6. Need water
7. Freaking weather I hope I can have air-con installed on my shoulders.

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU

1. Believe In God?
I'm a Buddhist.

2. Had A Dream Come True?
Yeah always.

3. Read The Newspaper?
Nope ):

4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday?
Not these days.

5. Have A Best Friend?
OF COURSE :D

6. Take A Bath Daily?
Yeah

7. Wish On Stars?
Yeah

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS

1. Fallen In Love?
Nope

2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?
My mum when I was really young. And my grandmother... and who else?

3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF?
Nope

4. Been To A Bonfire?
Nope

5. Ran Away From Home?
Nope wouldn't want to.

6. Played Strip Poker?
Would love to try LOL

7. Pulled An All Nighter?
Yeah

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:

1. Cried?
Nope

2. Had Fun?
Yeah facebook LOL

3. Been Kissed?
NOPE ):

4. Felt Stupid?
Yes cause I had to communicate with a group of stupid people in my class Ewwww

5. Talked To An Ex?
Nope

6. Missed Someone?
Yeah kind of

7. Listened To Music?
Listening now

RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone?
Nope

2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper?
My eldest brother

3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone?
Think so but I couldn't remember what.

4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry?
Nope

5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or Yell?
Stare angrily. I will start to cry if I yell.

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You?
Yeah in the past when I was really YOUNGGGG

2. Are You Easily Excited?
Kind of lol

3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To?
Atq's AFP shooting this coming Saturday HEEHEHE

4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought?
...Oh my god wait.

5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now?
Right now.. Sleep

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY

1. Full Name:
Zhuang Yaqi aka ZYQ aka ahzhuang

2. Birthday:
90.07.21 (wtf can't believe i typed 09.07.21 ytd)

3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life?
Achieving what others cannot achieve (WOAH)

4. Do You Want To Have Children?
Yeah at least 2

5. How Do You Want To Die?
Die peacefully when I'm sleeping but definitely not at THIS AGE.

BLUE : SADNESS

1. When Is The Last Time You Cried?
Yesterday or Saturday when I'm watching 1 Night 2 Days.

2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now?
The weather is freaking humid I want to ROARRAIJDISUDASD.

3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way?
cry no depressed maybe

4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours?
Nope

5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do?
Cry and sleep

PINK : LOVE

1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Ur Friends?
Nope

2. Do You Believe At Love At First Sight?
Yes

3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her?
I think so ):

4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend?
nope

5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate?
yeah and he should be sleeping now........

So I should sleep now as well.

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2009-05-22T01:00:00.003+08:00

Current music: 세렝게티 - Hello (With Yozoh)

Sorry humans bear with me.

Starting time: 1:01am
Name: Yaqi
Sisters: None
Brothers: 2 elder brothers
Eye Color: Black
Shoe size: 39/40/41
Hair: Medium length with messy fringe
Piercings: One on each side of my ear
Height: 162-164?
What are you wearing right now?: Black singlet + blue bearbear shorts ^^
Where do you live?: West side of Singapore
Favorite number: 7
Favorite drink: Coke
Favorite month: July?
Favorite breakfast: Yummy toast + Milo

***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone: Nope
Been in a police car: Nope
Been on a plane: Yes
Been in a hot tub: Nope
Swam in the ocean: I can't swim for nuts ):
Fallen asleep in school: At least I didn't sleep today
Broken someone’s heart: I think so?
Cried when someone died?: Yeah
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: No I do other stuffs as well I can MULTI-TASK
Saved e-mails: Yes
Been cheated on: Not too sure dont think so?

***********What is************

Your room like?: I share a room with my mum so ..............
What is right beside you?: Newly bought jacket
What is the last thing you ate?: Marks and Spencer biscuits

———————-Ever Had-————————-

Chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches: Nope
Broken nose: Nope

————————-Do You————————–

Believe in love at first sight?: Yes
Like picnics: Kind of~

————————–Who—————————

Did you last yell at?: Mum? I had to shout because she couldn't hear me lol
Was the last person you danced with?: Ling
Who last made you smile?: Mum
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: Contact lens outside, glasses at home

———-Final Questions————-

What are you listening to right now?: 조금씩, 천천히, 너에게 (For A While, Slowly, To You) (With Taru) by No Reply
What did you do today?: Watch Spirited Away, ate black bean noodles and giggle about Joe Ma the hot HK actor
Diamond or pearl?: Diamond
Are you the oldest?: Nope
Indoors or out doors?: Indoors omg do I sound.... nerd

——————Today did you———————-

1. Talk to someone you like?: Nope
2. Kiss anyone?: Nope
3. Get sick?: Nope
4. Sing?: Yes
5. Talk to an ex?: No
6. Miss someone: Think so
7. Eat: Duh

—————-Last person who——————

8. You talked to on the phone?: Second brother
9. Made you cry?: Spirited Away made me a little teary
10. Went to the movies with?: Linda
11. You went to the mall with?: Shit I cant' remember!

——————Have you——————-

19. Been to Mexico?: Nope
20. been to USA?: Nope

——————-Random——————–

21. Have a crush on someone?: Not really a crush
22. What books are you reading right now?: Nothing in particular
23. Best feeling in the world?: When I master something
24. Future kids names?: Jiyool for daughter I haven't think of a name for son..
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Yeah my piggie and doggiezxzx
26. What’s under your bed?: I sleep on a mattress thanks arh
27. Favorite sport(s) to watch?: Dancing is a sports yes or no?
28. Favorite place?: Home sweet home
32. Who do you really hate?: No one now I think
33. Do you have a job?: Working online ^^
37. What time is it now?: 1:17am

Second one:

1, What color is your toothbrush?
Blue and white

2, Name one person who made you smile today?
Mum

3, What were you doing at 8 am today?
At home preparing to go out.

4, What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Stoning?

5, What is your favorite candy bar?
Kit-kat I don't know

6, Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nope maybe I can try one day

7, What is the last thing you said aloud?
토요일밤에~

8, What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Cookies and cream YAY YAY YAY EWWW <3

9, What was the last thing you had to drink?
Mineral water

10, Do you like your wallet?
Had to because it's a gift from my brother lol

11, What was the last thing you ate?
Marks and Spencer biscuits

12, Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Yeah going to post photos of them later on!

13, The last sporting event you watched?
Couldn't remember

14, What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Sweet

15, Who is the last person you sent a text message too?
Jingyi

16, Ever go camping?
Yeah

17, Do you take vitamins daily?
Yeah after food twice a day ^^

18, Do you give to church/charity?
charity yeah. church no. (Fatfat's answer)

19, Do you have a tan?
My legs and face are fair but my arms are slightly tanned ): ):

20, Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
Yeah

21, Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Nope not shiok!

22, What did your last text message say?
"Not going online? Got stuffs to discuss leh"

23, What are you doing tomorrow?
Cute lecturer's class tomorrow and CG room after that

25, Look to your left, what do you see?
A chair with clothes hanging on it

26, What color is your watch?
No watch for me

27, What do you think of when you hear Australia?
"Adelaide, Adelaide, visit Adelaide"

29, Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
No car ):

30, What is your favorite number?
7

31, Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mum

32, Any plans today?
Hopefully I can post photos and sleep for 8 hours later on

33, How many states have you lived in?
Batam considered one state?

34, Biggest annoyance right now?
If I'm able to finish my all the stuffs I'm supposed to hand up next week.

35, Last song listened to?
O Sonho Dela - Espionne

36,Can you say the alphabet backward?
yes why

37, Do you have a maid service clean your house?
my mum always says that she's the maid at home

38, Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
My icecream shoes ^^

39, Are you jealous of anyone?
maybe?

40, Is anyone jealous of you?
i would love to know who please email me at imjealousatahzhuang@wtfiswrongwithyou.com

41, Do you love anyone?
yes

42, Do any of your friends have children?
nope not yet maybe by next year LOL

43, What do you usually do during the day?
daydream, rest my eyes, thinking about food, surf net, crap with friends

44, Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
nopeee

45, Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
yeah of course

46, What color is your car?
dont drive.

47, Do you like cats?
Not really

48, Are you thinking about someone right now?
yeah

49, Have you ever been to Six Flags?
dont know wtf is that. (fat's answer)

50, How did you get your worst scar?
my left leg. All thanks to Ashraf's lie I ran out of the Rifle Range to see my cute senior and got that fucking cut because of a rusty nail on a trolley. AWWWW I know.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Shit I'm listening too much of the indie songs and I'm going zzzz now. Yeah Epik High now! And HELL YEAH Myk has such a sexy voice in "I don't know that woman" HEHEHE. Myk singing in Korean yahooo!

And yes I mentioned above that I bought clothes. I'm trying to sell this particular one now. Only available in this color blue+pink. SGD $25, SGD $23 for immediate payment. Email me at zhuangyaqi@gmail.com if you're interested thanks!

And this Lee Hyori dress yay the real dress looked as good as it I'm very very very happy with it woohoo!

Bought this Top's top (lol) few weeks ago and it looked pretty fine to me as well. Haven't got the time to post my photo with that top.

AND NOW FOR THE KL TRIP DENG DENG DENGGGG. I think all my friends have already seen the facebook albums but I'm still going to post here don't care don't care don't care!

Photos not in sequence.

Guomin managed to take a photo of this 2 random kids.

And because I saw Speed Scandal's movie poster few weeks ago before heading for the KL trip,

If only I can show them this photo so they will know what KIND OF FEELING I wanted in that group photo argh!

I've got Yunho under my feet OMG?

SCANDAL TO MAX I SHOULD BLACKMAIL YADANAR.

Took this ride with everyone else. There was this Thailand star taking with us. Jun and I were sitting beside him omg how awkward with all the people looking at us. He's not really good looking but since he's from Thailand I should ask him "DO YOU KNOW NICHKHUN?"

Looks like Min wants to eat the money.

Okay so that's it for the KL trip. I need to save more money for more trips with friends. When I'm heading to Korea it means "THAT'S IT I'M NOT COMING BACK" Okay just joking but I need to go Hongkong to find Joe Ma first!

My hair is getting messier and I need to fix it. I don't remember when is the last time I trimmed it but it's definitely more than 2 months. Lazy siallll ): ):

Sleepy and tired now. If only I have Maya and Aftereffects in my Kiki. And Particle Illusion. I would be so willing to do my assignments now because I can't wait to finish them.

"그녀가 나를스쳐가 왠지 슬퍼보이는데
언젠가 나를 돌아봐 웃으면 좋겠는데 난 모르는데"
Sing this and I will turn and smile to you everyday.

Tired babi ohmygod byebye. I take 2 hours and 51 minutes to blog this holy shit!

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2009-05-17T00:53:00.002+08:00

I'm screwed up now. I haven't been sleeping well these days. Have been dreaming of weird stuffs... Not really nightmares but I just hate to dream of random stuffs that will cause me to feel tired after I woke up.

Find him hot nowadays. Cha Seungwon, 39 years old actor. He has a son of my age (or younger by a few years) _|_

Tired. Bye

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2009-05-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

Have been reaching home just in time for dinner these days. Getting a little tired and I think I really need to sleep more on Saturday (hopefully if I'm not meeting Atq in the morning zzz) And according to Arisa we spent some "quality" time together going different places. I could have been more enthusiastic but I was too tired without enough sleep T.T Talking to Arisa about all our eyecandies and everything (WTF HER PCOSW WHATEVER) reminds me of all the cute seniors who have graduated from FMS. Oh well...

AND SO MY LIFE HASS BEEENNNNNNNN?

First I realised I need to get another hoodie because the one I had currently is not thick enough for me to survive throughout lessons. CG room and Preview Theatre are just way too cold. The future CG room is going to be colder than the one we have now I'M SO SURE OF THAT. My second brother's birthday is coming soon so I gave him some OPTIONS.

Yesterday on bus,
Me: "What do you want for your birthday? Tshirts or money?"
Him: "Please la tshirts your taste so bad."

Today after dinner (RANDOMLY),
Him: "Oie Yaqi, I think you get me tshirt."

That means he has been considering this question throughout the night. Wth stop pretending as if you don't care I KNOW YOU WANT A PRESENT FOR YOUR BELOVED SISTER <3

So I've decided to CHOOSE a Tshirt wisely. I have to get something for my eldest brother for his birthday in October then. At least I bought a pair of jeans for my second brother in the past. Oops shit I'm feeling guilty.........................

12:48am. Got to sleep.

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2009-05-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

Current music : 메이트 - 그리워

This song is so beautiful. Simple lyrics but I really love the tune. Lee Hyunjae the drummer looks so freaking pretty and he really reminds me of Han Gain and Mickey Mouse with his ears. And most importantly I realised that Jung Junil is actually the guy who sang Doremifasolatido movie theme song.

His singing expression reminds me of FTTS's Brian lol. The holding note is rather irritating to hear in the clip but I bet it will be different if I were to listen to his live performance over THEREEEE.

Ling and me went for our first ever hiphop class in the evening. Well I enjoyed learning new things but the "bouncing" technique freaks me out. Especially when my muscles get cramped like mad and I can't even stand properly after that. Dance for long and I will be well-trained for NAPFA! I need to get a proper training pants T.T

SHIT THE CORN AT THE BOTTOM OF MY FEET IS BLEEDING _|_ SHIT SHIT SHIT ): ): ):

This whole week is going to be packed like mad.

Monday: 10am - 6pm - school
Tuesday: Morning - Bugis Afternoon - IS meeting
Wednesday: 9am - 6pm school
Thursday: 9am-12pm - school afternoon - IS meeting evening - meetup with friends
Friday: 10-3pm school

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2009-05-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

I find it amazing that I get to see this same guy at random places over these years. I remembered seeing this cute guy at Heeren when I was in secondary school (that was 3 years back) and I just saw him outside The Cathay. Don't ask me how I could remember his looks because I'm not too sure as well. T.T Has been seeing him as random places and it makes me wonder why. Not that I'm interested in him or anything but it's fun to meet the same familiar stranger. I've at least seen him for at least 5 times. Weird seriously freaking weird.

So we went out together for Yadanar's farewell dinner tonight. She's going England for around 1 and a half month on this coming Friday. Take care Yadanar we won't miss you~ Get me a castle from there thank you.

Because this picture makes my day

And this gif image......

야 정윤호 너 왜저래!!!! ): ): ):

406

2009-05-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

난 왜 이렇게 불안하지?

참...

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2009-05-01T00:58:00.002+08:00

Feverish. I will sleep once I do the 95 questions because I'm really BOREDDD.

1. Who is your best guy friend(s)?
Hmmmm Ashraf?

2. If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
depending who the person is

3. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
nope

4. Where did you last sleep other than your house?
Last row of the bus

5. Do you have a best friend?
yeah

6. Do you smoke?
nope

7. Do you remember what you were like when you were a kid?
I love to disturb people around me and I'm.. freaking daring unlike now.

8. Can you vote for the next election?
Nope I'm only 19 (young and sweet ^^)

9. What are you listening to?
Seungri - Strong Baby

10. When will your next kiss be?
maybe in 10 years' time (LOL)

11. Who do you want to see right now?
Nichkhun

12. Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
yeah chalet

13. When did your last hug take place?
few months ago i think (HOW PATHETIC)

14. Do you date smart people?
maybe yes maybe not

15. Where were you at 2:02pm this afternoon?
Jurong Point

16. What does the last text in your phone says?
"Meet at 1pm tmr at lakeside :)" By eieiyayaoooo

17. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
LOL yeah. when I'm irritating people and replying buyers

18. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
nope I hope I can try one day :o

19. Who did you last eat with?
My family

20. Do you text alot?
Not really. I tend to forget about replying people

21. How old will you be in 13 months?
19+

22. When is the last time you tattooed?
don't even have one to start with.

23. If you like that person will you talk about your feelings or hide them?
depends though

24. Do you wear glasses?
Yes

25. What are you looking forward to in the next month?
nothing ):

26. Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
well i don't have anyone who I like now

27. What color shirt are you wearing?
maroon

28. Do you have a reason to smile right now?
nope

29. If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first ?
Hmmm I will clear the debts first.

30. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with? What was it about?
Shannon? Talking about class

31. Who was driving the last car you were in?
a random taxi driver

32. Who was the last person that called you?
Atiqah

33. What are you craving right now?
sleep

34. What if you married the last person you kissed?
i wouldn't mind it will be cool

35. What are you excited about?
about waking up earlier than usual tomorrow ^^

36. Ever kissed your number 1 on facebook?
nope

37. When was the last time you cried?
just. Was watching Crown J and Inyoung's farewell on We Got Married (watched it after months T.T)

38. Ever kissed someone who's name starts with an A?
Nope. Alan do you want to get kissed by me? :D

39. Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
Yunho

40. Last person you hugged?
can't remember.

41. What were you doing at 2:00 am last night?
rolling on the mattress

42. Have you cried today?
yeah

43. What bed did you sleep in last night?
i slept on mattress

44. Are you currently frustrated with a girl/guy?
artistes, yes.

45. Ever talked to someone that was high?
yeah everyday

46. Does it snow where you live?
if it were to snow it means the end is nearing.

47. When is the next time you will see your grandma?
omg I don't know ):

48. Have you kissed or hugged someone today ?
nope

49. Will you be married in the next two years ?
It depends. I can't predict anything lol

50. Have you ever wanted someone you thought that you couldn't have?
yeah

51. Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged?
single

52. How have you felt today ?
like shit. not really feeling well

53. Do you like your name?
of course I have the coolest name in the world.

54. Are you happy at the moment?
not really

55. What were you doing at 10:00pm last night ?
watching channel u show (WOOHOOOO MADEZHONG)

56. Last person who drove you somewhere(besides your parents) ?
bus driver. (lol at Mingyan's answer)

57. Ever kissed someone in a closet?
woah nope I would love to try

58. Do you live alone ?
nope

59. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?
yeah Ashraf lol

60. Are you crazy ?
I'M A PERFECTLY NORMAL HUMAN BEING.

61. Who was the last person to call you babe?
my buyer. HAHAHAHA

62. How has this past week been for you?
boring

63. Last thing you drank ?
mineral water

64. Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason?
yes

65. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
nope

66. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be?
a puffer fish

67. What do you normally order when you're at McDonald's?
McSpicy

68. Last book you read?
Dragonball comicbook lol

69. Describe your mood.
gloom

70. Describe the last time you were injured?
yesterday. I cut my finger

71. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
maybe someone who is smart enough to save me so it would be.. Guomin LOL

72. Rock concert or symphony?
Rock

73. Do you like taking the MRT?
not really I prefer bus

74. If you could only use a form of transportation,
airplane

75. Whats your favorite kind of cake?
tiramisu

76. Look 20 degrees to your left, what do you see?
My board with my boys' photos

77. Do you untie your shoes when you take it off?
nope

78. Do you buy your own groceries?
nope

79. What's your favorite fruit?
strawberry <3 (OMG I WANT TO EAT IT NOW)

80. Do you like running long distances?
NO OMG

81. Have you ever eaten snow?
nope. I have not even see snow before ):

82. What color are your bedsheet?
Erm.. Hotpink

83. Do you hate someone very badly at this moment?
badly? hmmmm not really but I DISLIKE them.

84. Do you watch Spongebob?
yeah but I'm not a great fan.

85. What temperature is it outside right now?
500.284710

86. Do you consider yourself smart?
of course

87. How many piercings do you have?
2

88. What language do you speak at home?
chinese + teochew + english + korean (to irritate my family members LOL)

89. How do you feel about your family?
people who I can't live without with.

90. What time did you go to bed yesterday?
went to bed at 1am but slept at around 2am

91. What CD is currently in your CD player?
I don't have a CD player ^^

92. What do you want for Christmas this year?
a getaway to Korea with Jingyi

93. Favorite ice-cream?
Cookies and Cream ^^

94. What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?
yawi (sounds like maid)

95. Lastly, whats your favorite color?
Yellow~

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2009-04-30T00:26:00.003+08:00

FML I'm starting to feel feverish. I need to sleep earlier. 9am class tomorrow and I can't afford to be late. Disney stuffs tomorrow~~~

If you haven't notice, yes I love Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck HEHEHHE

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2009-04-26T16:42:00.002+08:00

Fuck. Joo Jihoon what's freaking wrong with you.

"Yoon Seol-hee has confessed more names of individuals who took drugs from her. Of the approximately 15 additional names, there are seven or eight more celebrities. Police will be following with investigation of those additional parties, “some of whom are as widely known as Joo.” Eep! This thing could get big(ger) and ugly(er)."
from Dramabeans.

Omg Kim Jaewook please dont get involved in this.

Joo Jihoon WHYYYYYY. Just when I started to love you after watching Antique. . .. . . . . . . Shit I guess this is probably the end of his acting career.

I'm still lazy to compile the KL trip photos. ZZZZZZZZZZ

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2009-04-20T13:07:00.001+08:00

School in another 2 hours' time. EXCITING YAY <3<3<3 <3 <3 <3

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2009-04-19T03:32:00.004+08:00

Raining heavily outside now. The weather has been really irritating these days. Fucking humid I can't even sleep well. Woke up earlier today because I couldn't stand the heat. Someone please shoot the sun down.

Wanted to post some random photos but I think I should continue tomorrow. Tired like mad and since it's raining in the midnight now I should SLEEP SLEEP SLEEEEPPPPPPPPPP. Lalaland yeah!

More of MYK please! ): Was rewatching the part when DJ Tukutz licked his fingers damn. I'm a psycho I apologized for that.

... What the hell whatever I say doesn't make sense now.

Epik High

DJ Tukutz.

Epik High + MYK <3<3

"I WAS MADE TO BE WITH YOU." FOR REAL?

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2009-04-18T02:00:00.003+08:00

Current music: 2pm - Again and Again

My 400th post :o Have been watching Kid Gang these days. Seeing Lee Jungsoo reminds me of his old days in Xman.. "EAGLE EYESSSSS"

My new love~ Lee Kiwoo <3

Yay baby Kiwoo!

Bloody hell 1.9m I think I'm just at his chest.

Picture of the day:

이기우 이기우 HEHEEEEE Cute name + cute face + nice body + nice height.

Omg hasn't been fangirling for a while. LOL.

KL trip is ... not too bad. Enjoyed the time with friends over there. Free without people controlling our time. I miss my mattress.

More photos once Guomin come back from her cruise trip (ARGH CAN'T BELIEVE HJY SMS-ED YOU LOL). I need to filter the photos first before posting them up on facebook, cyworld and blog. FML. 3am now I need to wake up at 10am tomorrow!

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2009-04-11T03:01:00.001+08:00

KL trip tomorrow. Will be back on Monday (or rather... Tuesday midnight) Bye everyone yahooo!!

398

2009-04-01T02:26:00.006+08:00

Current music : Fantastik Dos - Start With

Watched all these in 2 days (or is it 3?). Comedy, touching, action genres. Downloaded a number of thrillers omg can't wait to watch them. I'm scared to watch them at the same time. Shall force the guy upstairs to watch with me.

He's actually much more lousier than me. We were watching The Ring when I was Primary Two (he was Primary Six) and he actually used a tracing paper to cover his face when Sadako the pretty sexy ghost came out of the TV.
Him: "Yaqi yaqi ghost go away already?"
Me: (nodding) "ya"
Him: (removing the paper from his face) WHAT LA STILL THERE WHAT!!!

_|_ LOUSY SHIT.

~~~

I find myself loving Hiphop music more and more. Epik High's new album is just incredible. Myk is .. hot. Tsk. Love the way he raps zomg.

HEHEHEHHEHEHEHHEEEEE GUYS WHO RAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. GUYS WHO DO MUSICCCCCCCCCCCC.

KL trip next week. YES YES YES

397

2009-03-28T04:56:00.002+08:00

It's 4.56am now. I'm still awake. My mum is waking up in another hour's time to swim. FML.

Anyway, I've just finished watching Yunho on old Xman episodes. Yunho I still love you the most no doubt.

396

2009-03-27T01:00:00.002+08:00

Two movies in a week.. Watched Coming Soon with Linda on Monday and Detroit Metal City with Ling on Wednesday.

Coming soon was.. not as good as I expected. Had really high expectations after hearing what Sam said and the movie turns out to be okay. Okay it's not too bad but I still love Shutter the most. My favourite horror movie yeah yeah yeah! But well the good thing about Coming Soon is the setting of the show; cinema. Freaks me out when I went to the cinema on Wednesday with Ling lol.

Detroit Metal City. It was a rather entertaining movie but I felt everything was a little short. As usual, I was expecting more. Maybe a little more on the character change. But overall I still enjoy that movie and since KENICHI MATSUYAMA IS IN ITTT, I can't possibly say it's a bad movie because I laughed throughout the movie hahaha! I felt rather vulgar after the movie though. It's common hear stuffs like "This doesn't get me wet!", "FUCK!", "Kill kill kill!" in the movie. Great songs (cool lyrics but ... kind of sick).

I'm a little sick of my life now. Don't be mistaken I won't jump down off the building right after I finished this post. I just feel that.. I need to so something different apart from sitting in front of the damn bloody laptop everyday. I'm sick sick sick of it.. Maybe I will just grab my passport and go to somewhere one day.

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2009-03-23T02:42:00.002+08:00

Ultimate.

I admit that I've not been checking up on TVXQ stuffs these few months. They have been frozen in my heart. But when I hear this song I just want to hug every single one of them. Omg Smap's song has such nice lyrics and the atmosphere is PERFECT when TVXQ sang it. Everyone who plays this video please focus on 1:32 omg Yunho omg how am I going to fall for another person if you continue to be that charming?!?!

진짜 사랑했구나~~

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2009-03-22T01:55:00.002+08:00

Basically I've been rotting at home nowadays. Received my results yesterday. Zomg I thought I was going to fail really badly cause I got really distracted during November and December all thanks to............ but anyway, I hope I can do better for next semester. Final year and IBP later on zomg zomg zomg.

Bored so I'm going to do random stuffs.

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
I'll use something to kill it. (:

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?

Sunny day: Doesn't really affect me.
Rainy Day: Doesn't really affect me.

Fast tempo song: Dance along shake along sing along.
Slow ballad: Sing along.

Enthu mood: I will imagine myself shooting a music video of that song and lipsync to it.
Sian mood: Lie on the chair and listen.

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
"ANNYEONG?"

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Omg I will probably avoid talking about the band or try to persuade my friends to accept the band I love. I can't stand people talking bad about my favourite band/group for eg. TVXQQQQQ

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Laugh and get my ass off that place.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Rush then what else can I do?

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
Nod and shake my head. Pretend as if I have a bad sorethroat. If not I will move my head back when I'm talking.

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
Wear it (:

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
Ignore.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
"Thank you!" and smile to him/her.

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
"I have to be polite"

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking?
"Yes hello I'm looking at you too :D"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

***********FOOD-OLOGY*****

**********

What is your salad dressing of choice?
Oh no I don't eat salad~

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Sakura restaurant?

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
None.

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Hawaiian toppings/Pepperoni

What do you like to put on your toast?
Butter + Kaya / Peanut. FRENCH TOAST <3

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
3

What color cell phone do you have
Black

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right-handed~

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
I had to remove my toenail in the past because it was bleeding like mad (OH DARN ): ) Hmmm and the bloody corn below my big toe.

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
Laptop

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Nope

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Nope

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I don't want to change it.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
duh

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
1

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Nope

Last person you talked to?
My cousin Linda

Last person you hugged?
Fatty bombom

**************FAVORITOLOGY***************

Season?
Winter

Holiday?
Chinese new year~

Day of the week?
Friday!

Month?
July woohoo!

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
Yeah

Mood?
Swinging

What are you listening to?
Typing sound

Watching?
Kor variety show XMAN

Worrying about?
money

*************RANDOMOLOGY***************

First place you went this morning?
Lalaland. I woke up after 12pm

What's the last movie you saw?
A moment to remember (Second time watching it it's still fucking good)

Do you smile often?
No I don't think so.

QUESTIONS

1)Do you always answer your phone?
If I happened to hear it.

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
It's always Dolly sms-ing me at such a timing.

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Red

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
Sonic my pet hamster?

5) Do you own a digital camera?
yesss

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
yess fighting fishes and they stink :D

7) Favorite Christmas song?
JINGLE BELLSSSS

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
More money please?

9) Can you do push ups?
duh

10) Can you do a chin up?
think I can... HAHAHA

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Nervous

12) Do you have any saved texts?
yes

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
no

14) Do you have an accent?
I think so LOL

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
I don't remember

16) Plans tonight?
watch more movies

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yes

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
harddisk, mp3 and ............... cosmetics woohoo!

19) Have you ever been given roses?
yes

20) Current worry?
money

21) Current hate right now?
sleeping at 3am everyday

22) Met someone who changed your life?
yes

23) How did you bring in the New Year?
stayed at home for 2009 because I was sick YAY!

24) What song represents you?
Wondergirls - Nobody HAHAHA

25) Name three people who might complete this?
-----

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
Fixing links over at my blogshop

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
"WHY THE HELL DID I DREAM OF LINJUNJIE ?!"

Okay good night and sweet dreams everyone <3<3 it's 2.29am now yahhhooo!

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2009-03-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

Current music : Super Junior - Sorry Sorry

Tiring but a rather fun day today. Out with Atq the giant and Dolly the stone today. Outings with them are always tiring and interesting hahhahah. Went to BBQ Chicken for our lunch and headed over to Atq's house to watch the Korean film "My Love". Have been watching Korean films everyday and I'm not sick of them totally.

I've a number of things to blog. Photos. Screencaps of conversations and shows. But I'm too tired I can't even type properly now. I've been sleeping at 3-4am these days I'm soooo sick of sleeping that late. Fuck I don't want to sleep late but there's so many things for me to do online!

DAMNNNNN.

Hey people looking for such items?

Kissing necklace from Goo Junpyo...

Sexy heels worn by Girls Generation..

and more other Korean imports? Head over to 2POPPINMUFFINS now!

LOL I'M WATCHING THE VIDEO WE'VE TAKEN JUST NOW WITH ATQ LIPSYNC-ING TO PARAMORE'S DECODE. OMG ONE OF THE FUNNIEST THINGS I'VE EVER WATCHED IN MY 18 YEARS OF LIFE DARNNNN. ATQ HOW I WISH I COULD SHARE IT WITH THE WHOLE WORLDDDDD.

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2009-03-05T02:31:00.002+08:00

Current Music : Lee Hana - When You're Alone

The Chaser (2008)

Finally managed to watch this film after borrowing it from Min. I was biting my fingers throughout the whole show and I didn't drink much water for that 2 hours. DAMN SHIT the atmosphere is so tense. Ha Jungwoo acted very well as a sick serial killer I was cursing him all the way.

Intending to watch The Moonlight of Seoul (2008) as well zomg Ha Jungwoo is in it. Yoon Kyesang YES YES YES.

.. Looks like my blog is back to a typical fangirling blog soon. STOP!

I went to Marina Square KBOX with Ling this afternoon. Shit couldn't satisfy me at all I was dying to sing new Korean songs but ......asdajsdasd?! Need to head over to Partyworld / Kster / whatever singing places soon to check out whether they have Korean songs.

Went out with Ash, Min and Fat on Monday for dinner. Shall talk more about it tomorrow.

391

2009-03-03T01:58:00.000+08:00

"질투 좀 그만해, 예뻐 죽겠어"

♡♡

390

2009-03-01T03:26:00.003+08:00

""울어 모습이 보니까 뽀뽀하고싶다"

... 이게 뭐야 진짜!! 현우아 너 이런다면 나 어떻게?!

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2009-02-27T01:16:00.002+08:00

It's. Been. Years. Since. I. Used. Photobucket. Uploader. Hello humans/buyers/whatever please don't hotlink my photos anymore thank you very much. Seeing the Monthly Hits going up is exciting but see the bar on Month Bandwidth reaching red is not interesting at all.

I wanted to blog the following stuffs few days ago but it was a failed post so...

1. DVFX Class gathering. I miss Sherlyn and Zenna. And my female soulmate ):
2. Meet up with Yeele, Yada and Pat. And Pat if you're not joining us again I'm going to kick you in your hair.
3. Go out with Min, Alan, Yada and Jun. It's been a long time since the 5 of us went out. Someone please organise an outing WITHOUT the guys thank you very much. I've nothing against the guys but I want girls' time! Okay I think the someone should be me since I've plenty of time.
4. Meet up with F7F. Miss the girls like mad ):
5. Out with Atq and Dolly to take photos.
6. Watch lots of dramas.
7. Go for karaoke with someone I'm desperate to sing. Ling let's go together!
8. Go back Batam. I miss the sea.
9. Go Sentosa.
10. Maybe go out alone one day and stone there. Yeah Stone.......... . . . . .. .....
11. Trim my hair.
12. I don't know I don't know I'm typing while sitting comfortably on my chair I can't think properly I might need to sleep Zzzzz..

OH YA I have to start chionging dramas. Can't wait for my mum to watch Who Are You!

I've not watched the last episode FYI. What a loser omg I'm always doing this. Damn it I hate endings because they are my favourite shows but somehow it's so weird because I don't watch the last episodes of the shows.....

AND OMG MY GALILEO MOVIE. ARGH WHY SO CONFUSING OMG.

I'm confusing myself now. So many stuffs to watch omg!

388

2009-02-22T12:54:00.002+08:00

Current music : Beatles - Yesterday

:0 No photos to blog..

Life has been rather boring these days. Went to work with Alan, Ei and Jun on Thursday and Friday. I felt like I'm a protester walking around Raffles City T.T I have been feeling rather restless these days. Sorry to my friends if I didn't reply you guys in msn that much. I'm just.. lazy.

OH YESTERDAY CAME SUDDENLY.

I hate anticipating something for SOOO much and it ends up being nothing. Darn. I need to stop swearing so much. Seemed like the word "fuck" is coming out from my mouth every single minute. Okay maybe not that bad. Every 2 minutes.

OH YA A HAPPY NOTE. I received my Icecream shoes and they are so PRETTYYYYYYYY HEHEHEHEHEHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEE. Shit I'm in love with sneakers <3 My mum was aosiduahsd at me initially but she stopped when I wore the shoes to show her. See see see no one can resist my icecream shoes woohooo!

387

2009-02-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

그 친구때문에 내 기분이 완전 나빠다. 너 혹시 정말 이렇게 생각하면.. 나 진짜 말이 없어요. 8 년간의 우정은 이렇게 끝나건같아요. 실망해요..

어떻하지? 정말 정말ㄹㄹㄹㄹㄹㄹ 모르겠다.

386

2009-02-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

Breakout was AWESOME. Paying $70+ for a ticket is definitely worth it. I enjoyed myself right from the beginning of the show and I still want more! Luckily I went for the last show and I won't have any regrets.

Greatttt show. Now I need to see Last For One performing at Esplanade! Hehhehhhh~

385

2009-02-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

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384

2009-02-11T01:39:00.002+08:00

I fell in love

with them.

Getting mine next week. Now I need to have this,

They are brothers I can't separate them! This is fate!

Lack of sleep is causing me to talk like a crazy woman. Go sleep. Go sleep. Zhuang Yaqi go sleep Yaqizhuang go sleep qu sleep kuai dian!

Shit I love my cool name Zhuangyaqi zhuangyaqi zhuangyaqi zzhuangyaqiiizzzzzzz...

383

2009-02-06T00:41:00.003+08:00

So I finally managed to reply his email after soooooooooo long. 12 days zomg Zhuang Yaqi what are you freaking thinking?! Must be crazy.

Stayed in CG room these few days and I think I love to animate using Maya more and more. I suck at modeling but it seemed like I enjoy doing animation a lot. Have to stay in CG room the whole day tomorrow. Good luck to me T.T

It's Yunho's birthday today and I wondering what he's doing with the other membersssss nowwww. Feel like dedicating the whole post to him but I'm totally spaced out. Yunho you're still my favourite Gwangjoo boy.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

382

2009-02-05T02:41:00.002+08:00

"What if one day, you found out that he couldn't contact you and your family because he had already passed away?"

I couldn't react when someone asked me this question. No doubt that I would be sad. I will hate you for not giving me the chance to understand what kind of person you are. I will hate you for leaving us in the past. I will hate you for being so irresponsible.

But what to do? Without you I couldn't have been here. I should be grateful that you found a great mum for me.

Fish why am I doing this to myself at such a fishing timing when my eyes are fishingly X.X now. I need to cut down on my vulgarities I really need to. Fish you.

381

2009-02-03T00:20:00.003+08:00

I want to be random.

ooppppssss I forget to state. Put your Itunes/Media player on shuffle, whatever, and answer the questions!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
터질거야 84 (Original Ver.) (It's going to blow) - 활화산 (LOL)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Decalcomanie - Epik High (It means cool shit. Okay just kidding)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Secret World - KARA (OMG I DIDN'T KNOW I HAVE THIS SONG LOL)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Melompat Lebih Tinggi (Jump Higher) - Sheila On 7 (Yes I do listen to Malay songs)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
와죠 (Come to me) - se7en

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
잘못 (Did wrong) - 이승기 (OMG SERIOUS?!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Zombie - the cranberries (HAHAHAHHA)

WHAT IS 2+2?
I can't tell you why - Hana Kimi Ost (LOL)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
敗給你 - 羅志祥

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sad Song - M (Minwoo)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Kiss Ass Song - Evan (exactly!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
With Me - Wheesung

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
fly - Monkey Majik (would love to hear that!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
네 곁에 숨쉴 수 있다면 (If I Can Breathe With You) - 동방신기

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
收藏 Collection - 蕭敬騰 ( :0 )

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Paradise - T-MAX

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
소라를 줍는 여정 - 뜨거운 감자

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
그녀를 사랑해 줘요(Part.2) Please Love That Woman - 하동균

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
So Hot - Wondergirls (...)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
다시 한 번만 Once again - 신화 (Oh fuck this song really made me cry when I first heard it!)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Change - Monkey Majik + 吉田兄弟

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
화분 (우리결혼했어요 삽입곡) Flowerpot - Alex

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
When We Die - Bowling For Soup

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
一辈子存在 Forever Existing...?- 蕭敬騰 ( LOL at my direct translate)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
내 맘속 사랑을 죽이다 I'll Killed The Love In My Heart - MC MONG (WTF?)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Stop Stop Stop - The Hollies (HAHAHAHHAAAAAAA)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
LIPS - KAT-TUN

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
지난 여름밤의 이야기 The Story Of the Summer Night - Kangta

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
Have You Ever Loved A Woman? - Eric Clapton (HAHAHAHAAAAAA)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
남자를 믿지마 (feat. Big Tone) Don't Believe Guys - M (Minwoo)

OMG DAMN SCARY HAHAHAHHAAAAA

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2009-02-01T22:35:00.001+08:00

Current music : 기후 - 사랑할 순 없는거죠

Kang Jihwan as Jaehee..

09.01.31
I managed to meet Ahling after a longggg time! We were being random and headed over to Sentosa for the Flowers exhibition. Wore a long sleeve shirt because I don't want to get tanned. Was shooting at FMS Level 8 the day before and my arms became REDDDDDD after standing under the sun for half an hour. Wth?!

I haven't been to Sentosa for a LONGGGG time (I think the last time was.. Secondary 3?) It was my first time taking the Sentosa Express and I was so amazed! Pathetic hahahaha

Reached within minutes and I was really amazed. Shit I felt like a caveman.

Happened to see this over at some Korea Tourism Board area..

Lol Changsung to Chansung.

Saw this cute Indian girl running into the tent.

After cropping..

:0 Gives a very different feel lol

"Wah this photo looks like MSN display picture!"

Somehow this series of shots..

reminds me of Bollywood people. No idea why.

Wth a super random guy with camera above us. T.T

And soon it rained..

AIODJAISDUHASD

So we headed back to Vivocity to have our dinner together. We were loitering outside the Kim Gary restaurant at first because we didn't want our dinner to be interrupted with the Lion Dance performance outside.

The french toast is really nice! Sorry Ling I think I wasn't too enthusiastic yesterday but thinking back of the flavor now makes me hungry!

ZOMG look at the bowl of noodle. Extremely huge! Fits two heads..

Chit-chatted with Ling for a while and left~

09.01.30

Had to shoot for our upcoming project. Random photos~

Bloody Chanel always do that hand thing when people are taking photos. LOL

CNY 09.01.26 - 09.01.28

As usual, we had to visit my Grandmother first before heading to Batam. So I suggested taking a family photo before going..

Wtf first day of CNY the other 3 are looking as if the whole world is ending in 3 seconds' time. I was complaining all the time when I saw this photo JDHASUDBAGSYD

WHEE BACK TO BATAM!

My eldest brother was being silly and he decided to draw my second brother.

Lol my mum thinks she's still 20 years old.

Michael!

Woohoooo my mum singing on stage. My 2 brothers went up as well. So in other words.. My whole family went up except for me. Oops~

Took the lorry back once we reached Singapore. My brothers and I were laughing all the way cause our hair were freaking messy and we were so afraid that people might recognize us.

Now for random stuffs..

I wanted to log out of msn actually but the moment I read that I got energetic immediately at 2am. Wth T.T

Ashraf wanted me to post this.

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He's trying to feed the birds. T.T

He said he got rejected when he confessed last time because he looked fierce and scary to that girl. Cmon that particular Korean girl are you BLINDDD. LOOK AT THIS SERIOUS+CHARMING FACE YOU CALL THAT SCARY?! Damn!

ATQ ALAMAK I MISS YOU ): ): ): ):

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2009-02-01T02:02:00.003+08:00

너란 아이를 어째서 좋아하지 않은 걸까?

EWWWWWW DAMN ITTTTTTT SO SWEET <3

378

2009-01-25T14:22:00.005+08:00

Current music: Rain - Move on

.. Yes I need to move on!

Massive update today. Don't scroll down if you don't want to get bombed with photos!

Guomin's 19th Birthday 09.01.22
:D 10% off for Fish and Co. hehehheh

Birthday girl!

Zomg the 10k ring with the ruby ring in the background. Stupid Yadanar with her rings!

Wth lol

Took a group photo in Fish & Co. Wtf the guys looked as if we owned them money. So I suggested to the girls..

See we should just crop this part out! :D

HAHAHAHHA WEEJIAN WTF WTF WTF

Remember the classic look of Min?

From this photo :D Szewei stepped onto Min's feet lol

Min molesting Weejian.

"DOUGHNUT!"

Hope you enjoy your birthday Min!

17.01.22
Supposed to meet Pat as well but she said she wasn't feeling well ): Met up with Yeele and Yadanar (as usual T.T) for lunch at PS. At first it was just me and Yeele. We met up at Lakeside Mrt Station and head to Orchard together. I was afraid that it might be awkward since our last gathering was 2 years ago. FYI, we were really close when we were Sec 1 and 2. I got over the awkwardness feeling within seconds T.T

Chatted a lot while eating. We should have such gathering more!

The "Celafare" Yadanar

Yeele

15.01.22
Asked Jun and Yadanar to accompany me to Bugis because I need to get my posters printed. Ended up asking Min and Alan out for dinner at Taman Jurong market. Visited Alan's new house after our dinner. Great lighting!

Freaking retarded Alan and Min were imitating one of the guys when he's dancing. I shall not name him but if I were to post the video I've taken it would be damn obvious.

HEHEHEHHHHH

Lydia's 19th Birthday Celebration 09.01.11

Everyone was late as usual. Xueqi and I reached the earliest because we decided to stroll in IMM. Xueqi gave us our belated Christmas cards. Thanks Qi!

Yes I'm a duck.

The handmade gifts.

I was trying out the timer when this guy posed for my camera suddenly. I saw him with his :D and peace sign when I turned but I realised nobody saw it except for me T.T He spilled water on the table after posing. ..........

I intended to take this photos with the girls but Alan shouted "SOLO SHOT LA SOLO SHOT" so Jingyi backed out the very last minute. HAHAHAHAAAAA YES GOOD JOB!

Lydia and her birthday card

LOL well this is the insider joke~

Jakarta Trip 08.12.22 to 08.12.29
FINALLY I've the time to blog about this. Wanted to blog once I got back but I was down with bloody fever, flu and cough.

Such a coincidence. There was something wrong with the printing and my surname Zhuang ended up as Jang which is my Korean surname.

Got stuck in the car for around 1 hour before reaching the first shopping area. The traffic there was really bad.

We were talking in the car about some random stuffs.

Auntie : "Dony went to second hand with one of the guys who wanted to sell his car to us"

At first I thought it was something related to second-hand car or car parts but the sentence was really weird... I turned and looked at Linda and she gave me a weird look as well.

Dony : "SECOND HAND? SHAKE HAND SHAKE HAND!"

OMG SECOND-HAND AND SHAKE HAND T.T T.T ZOMG. Told my mum about this once I reached Singapore and she started using the same phrase as well ZZZZZZZZZZZ.

And just a random shot

"Winda you're shorter than the tree!"

Took the Tornado ride with Linda and Lenny. Lol it was freaking fun I felt like I was going to fall from the sky!

Adorable kid! Winda was looking fierce though lol.

ARGH they did it on purpose!

Get rid of the "A" and replace it with "IN".

Our flight back Batam.

The guys being retards.

Mum was uaisdhausdas when she saw all these. Excluding the shoe, bags and other MISC stuffs.

I wanted to take more photos of the envionment but situation doesn't allow ):

My 2 male cousins were singing at home.
Okay probably not singing.. Screaming I meant. My uncle was scolding them "you guys are really good at shouting huh?!"

Got really bored on the bus and Winda started playing the song "Nobody"..~~~

Conversations are in Teochew~

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OKAY THAT'S ALL FOR MY UPDATEE.

HEHEHEHEHHEEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHE RECEIVED HIS REPLYYYYY. Omg how I wish I can add him in msn right now but I have to clean up the house! ): ARGH! At least I'm grateful that he replied on CNY eve HEHEHHEEHEHEHEHHAUYSDSDASD.

ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~

You never fail to bring my mood up I swear.

Oh yeah I forget to mention. Go to my cyworld if you guys want to see the bigger sizes of the photos. GO GO GO!
* You have to allow pop-ups first.

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2009-01-24T02:48:00.002+08:00

It's been 2 months. My heart still beats very quickly when I watched the recorded performances with him doing the little stupid actions. Damn it why is his nick so common that I get reminded of him without fail everyday.

Omg 3.31am. Bloody shit I need to sleep or else my dark circles will be sexier!

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2009-01-23T02:07:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry but I love you...

I couldn't help it. It was such a classic look. I bent down and laughed like mad when I saw this on my camera. Now it's 2.08am.. It was Guomin's 19th birthday 2 hours ago. Happy belated 19th birthday! Like what I've promised you, I will alwayssss be there for you~~~~~

More photos tomorrow. I'm lazy to step out of my house for facial so I guess I'll probably be blogging at home. Blogging takes hours for me. 3 more days to Chinese New Year. ARE YOU GUYS EXCITED WOOHOOOO ANGPAUS WAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHA MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY <3

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2009-01-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

I don't mean to be emotional but this clip makes me really sad. She's still so young! Luckily she has strong parents.
재희아 파이팅! 너의 노래를 듣고 싶어요~

Chinese New Year in a week's time. I'm STARTING to have that mood. But hearing CNY makes me feel sick T.T I wonder why I'm so against CNY songs, probably it's because of This Fashion. Working there in the past freaks me out.

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2009-01-19T01:42:00.002+08:00

Hehehehhehhh because I expected this to happen.

WOOHOOO Kimbum in the background!

I knew I was going to fall for Lee Minho when I knew that he was going to act as Go Junpyo in the show. Domyouji character is the best! But Minhooo I need to see more of your acting as Go Junpyo. Show me more!

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2009-01-13T00:53:00.001+08:00

유지태 <3

완전 빠졌어. 그 미소가 진짜ㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏ~~~~

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2009-01-11T13:16:00.003+08:00

Current music: Bigbang - Stylish (THE FILA)

I was really irritated with myself yesterday. Ate medicine at 2pm and I had my nap since then till 7pm. Zomg wtf I'm worse than a pig. So I decided to eat panadol instead of the doctor's medicine.

... I wake up at around 11am today and smelt my mum's cooking. So that means...

I.
Can.
Freaking.
Smell.
Food.
After one week.

WHEE! Was so excited I started to smell my perfume and toothpaste. LOL. I feel much more energetic compared to yesterday. FINALLYYY. Damn the doctor's medicine I think it doesn't really work for me.

Yeah I want to be random..

민석이 오빠~ㅎㅎㅎ

Meeting F7F at IMM's Swensen's later on. The last gathering was.. one month ago if I'm not wrong. Miss the girls!

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2009-01-10T14:05:00.002+08:00

Current music : SNSD - Gee

It's one damn week already.

Why am I still not recovering. I almost vomited after eating the noodles I've been dreaming of for two nights. I'm feeling really tired now. Chinese new year is coming in two weeks' time and I don't feel good about it. I feel so weak I really think I should visit the doctor again if this continues.

What else can I do except for complaining here? Fucking flu go away please! DAMN IT!

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2009-01-09T01:25:00.001+08:00

라이터 불빛이 공중에서 천천히 흔들리고 “이강순, 내가 니 별이다!”
Waving his lighter slowly in the air, "Lee Kangsoon, I'm your star!"

Omg I miss Eunhyung. Not another whatever "Korean Boyfriend" of mine. He's a fictional character from the Korean novel "To My Boyfriend". The first ever Korean novel which made me cry like there's no tomorrow. I remembered crying over it while reading in the school library. Thanks to Atq who introduced me that novel. I really love it and I think it's the best novel I've ever read so far. I've introduced it to Ling and she's crying as she's reading it lol. People, try it.

http://www.wattpad.com/71344-To-My-Boyfriend
Click "Show full text: 803,389 characters" below to see the full story. 99 chapters, but definitely worth reading.

Getting Breakout tickets tomorrow from JP. Wish me luck I hoped tickets are still available T.T
But well if tickets are not available then.. nah no fate. If it's Last for One I will kill myself for not getting the good tickets.

Seemed like the boys I adore are mostly from Gwangjoo <3 Yunho, Seungri, and now Minsuk!! ㅎㅎㅎ

Hahahah seeing him talking in Planet B-boy feels so weird zomg zomg zomg auishdasuydasd.

369

2009-01-06T23:24:00.002+08:00

Just a random thought.

I'm freaking glad Stone is my favourite Bboy. ♡

368

2009-01-06T18:34:00.002+08:00

I hate being sick.

I slept from 12am to 11pm today. Took another nap from 3pm to 6pm. I almost fainted at home today after eating the medicine. I got so giddy and drowsy so I went back to sleep. Time wasted just like this.

And now, I realised I can't smell anything. Not even perfume. Not even food. Ok luckily I can still taste sour plum. Thank god.

Maybe you're the only one who can cure me right now. Hehhh <3

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2009-01-04T13:02:00.002+08:00

My mum was being really curious. My second brother is currently dating a girl of the same age as me. My mum wanted to know "which stage" they are at now.

Mum : Normally what she say to you during dates?
(Me and my second brother hesitating..In chinese, "say" can actually mean "speak")
Me : Thailand language. SAWADEEKAPPPP.
Second brother: HAHAHA YA LAH WHAT YOU MEAN BY SAY WHAT. CHINESE LAH.

Laughed like mad early in the morning hahahhahh. This is why I love my family <3

I'm still in bad condition though. My flu is getting better but my nose is blocked (IRONY T.T). Cough is on its way I can sense it climbing up to my throat. ZZZZ hate such feeling. I went Bugis with my mum yesterday and I was "crying" throughout the whole journey. Tears kept coming down from my left eye ONLY. How pathetic. I was wiping the tears while walking all the way. Luckily I was in my cap. A number of people were looking at me like I'm some pathetic little girl who got dumped or lost. HAHAHA okay I'm being exaggerating.. . . . ...

Heading to JP now. I have to send the parcels out ajsdasudasd. My second brother is joining me though. Oh ya that particular cute Korean guy who speaks Chinese can I see you today can I can I can I :D

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2009-01-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

I'm freaking affected now. Zenna just told me she has quit school out of a sudden. I know she doesn't have much interest in DVFX right in the beginning. But how can you tell me this only two days before the school reopens??? Omfg. I'm really damn damn damn affected. At least she told me that she's more interested in business and she intend to study that. But still.... Shit Zenna I'm really going to miss you. No matter as a friend or classmate, damn it we argued with each other all the time but I really cherish you as a friend. Now it's like.. one person lesser in our class. From 15 to 12.

You said that you're more interested in business. I hope you pursue your dreams and do well in that course in the future.

... Shit I'm really not feeling good. Seriously. Okay Zenna is not dying but I make it sound like she's dying LOL. ARGH ZENNA YOU SHOULD TELL ME THIS EARLIER WHY ARE YOU SO AIUDHASUDHSDUYASBDUAHSBDASD!

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2009-01-02T13:26:00.002+08:00

Why is this happening T.T Second day of 2009 and I'm sick. Fever + flu + sore throat. Oh damn it cough please don't come to me DON'T! I always fall sick before school reopens. I feel so weak now I just want to sleep sleep sleep and sleep forever.

I have to iron the clothes later on. My mum has been complaining that I haven't been doing much house chores ):

Yoo Jitae <3 Please let this movie reach Singapore PLEASEEEEEE. I want to watch Yoo Jitae on huge screen!